A coin

When you wanna do a lot of things or learn a lot of things or travel around the world, you will need to find a companied person who is willing to do anything for you and with you. BUT, it's hard to find this kind of soul mate in this real world. The fact is that each soul is independent and they have their feeling, thought, and life goals.

When I was single, I could do a lot of things and like many guys in my mind and no one knew who I truly love. In my world, I got a lot of choices, just like a mad girl. And I knew how it's hallow and how it's inanition. Well, I was not familiar with LOVE and I only understand what is a family love to be a good kid and meet of needs of Mom's requests.

After falling in love with my ex-boyfriend, he dumped me as I dumped him earlier a few months ago. Just like a cross line, we met and love within a different time-space and only love each other at a small, single time point. He told me that I didn't give him a space to meet a man's ego. At that time, I was a girl who thought men and women are the same and at a fair scale. You can do that, I can do it either.

I still found a soul mate, my husband, at least for now...And my life goals are always crushed with his together. I gave up some self-pursuit and he gave up some ego and life goals from his. We took back one step from each other and we thought it would look good for our blueprint.

After being through all of this, I realized what is life and how to find a soul mate. You need to give a hug with "sacrifice."