No more help and I won’t say sorry

Honestly I couldn’t forgive you for breaking my favourite plate then said you didn’t know, you actually broke it but literally said didn’t see it, that sounded like cheating and fooling me, and that frustrated me and lost my last trust in you at all, I reckon I won’t help you anymore.

Also couldn’t accept one thing, you occupied my front passenger seat for 2 hours that I originally planned to let Zoe sit in, it’s fine, but you asked me to drive back to a supermarket for your own shopping and buying beers even when we had arrived at Pauabui Beach, obviously I felt you only care about yourself, surely still let us wait for your long time shopping. When we finally got there, you hiked only for 5 min and gave up quickly even if I had told you and double checked with you that before we went there, it would be very tiring that I really considered that you might not be able to bear it ,but you said you are strong no problem. The worst part was that when we got back to the beach from the mountain , we found that you just disappeared without notice, so we continuously suffered the fucking chilling wind blowing on our thing bodies and I shouted your name for a long time since we couldn’t call your phone (because you still have not opened your bank account to pay the fee of your phone number or get paid from Mike) or any other kinda contact methods, we worried about you a lot and being seeking you hard, but you said you just hid yourself in a bush to drank beers and smoke weed and slept there secretly. Then I just finally figured out that the truth is I always wasted my time to wait for you, but you don’t really care how other people feel, otherwise you’d not always waste other people’s time and would not always make inconvenience time for your own convenience.

I spent a lot time and money to get my drive license in Taiwan.

I spent a lot time to deal my bank account when I arrived in NZ.

I spent a lot time to look for a right car and paid a lot money for my car, even still often spend money for maintenance or fixing it.

I paid a lot of petrol fee for my car.

You enjoy the convenience of going to supermarkets, liquor shops, Blackies, going out for fun, etc. But, what have you done for yourself? I didn’t really see you try hard for the issues you’ve got for a long time, I just saw you kept making wishes and ask me to finish them for you. You’re already 40 years, I’ve done and helped you a lot so far, please grow up and become independent, try to organise your own life instead of just saying “ I love you Whangamatā” every day, but avoid the urgent things you actually have to do, always begging for help, I know you don’t have internet on your phone now, but you have already asked us to share our limited and paid data to you for not just few days, I also saw you used the Wi-Fi in Blackies, but why didn’t you try to find the position of the bank in Whanga then open a new account, just keep complaining that Mike didn’t pay you salary but that was your own problem definitely.

You can’t always take.

I can’t always give.

Good luck, keep going.