花心

我喜愛這花朵的香氣，因而想要靠近她。

但我所喜愛的她

並不會這樣輕易讓我靠近

於是我一步一步走向那模糊的臉孔

直到面貌清晰，直到我無法再憶起愛戀她的感受。

Why should a man only be in love with one woman and not multiple?

Why should a woman only be in love with one man and not multiple?

Because it is ANTI-LIFE, against the basic instincts, inclinations, impulses of Life -- the nature of Life.

The nature of Masculine love seeks for TOTAL POSSESSION, and the degenerate, broken form of this love is when the possession of a woman is SHARED.

The nature of Feminine love seeks for TOTAL SURRENDER, and the degenerate, broken form of this love is when she gives herself to multiple men at the same time.

Degradation of that Life instinct makes a man less masculine, or tends to cause pain and suffering.

I used to be unsure about this, but now it is crystal clear in front of me. 

I'm learning it the hard way.