<div class="draft-block draft--p left">2024.5.2</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">Cynthia insights</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">神-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">觀點異於人類的神</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">行新事的神</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">願意用最痛的代價</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">來拯救我們的神</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">人-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">每個人的觀點不同，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">所追求的目的就不同。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">會有紛爭、互為絆腳石，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">就是用這個層級的角度去爭奪，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">但若跳脫人的眼光，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">用神的層級去思考去看，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">一切就可以很不同。</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">罪沒有除去</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">無法得著生命</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">基督徒很幸福</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">藉著耶穌十架的救贖</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">操練順服與懺悔</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">罪就除去了</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">生命也重新得著</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">陳老師說得很對</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">生命真的有不同的狀態！</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">有螻蟻茫目的求生、</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">能夠脫離固著得到新方向、</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">自由、健康、沒有老我，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">謝謝陳老師的提醒，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">讓我更堅定，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">追求更好的生存狀態。</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">生命實質的改變</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">對我而言就是透過禱告</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">來轉念</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我是家族的第一代基督徒</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">家裡信仰是傳統的道佛教</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">算命、紫微斗數是日常</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">家裡老人都說我</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">文昌化忌坐命</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">所以很聰明有才華</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">但是沒有功名</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這影響我很大</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">那年聯考</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我刻意擺爛拒絕考試</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">20年過去了</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這個殘念一直很扎心</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">後來有建蒲的支持和幫助</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我重回校園學習</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">在寫碩士論文的時候</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">幼時的紫微斗數的咒詛</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">卻一直干擾我</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">「你不可能、你沒辦法的、你沒功名、像陀螺一樣辛苦的轉卻徒勞無功⋯⋯」</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">那時候好辛苦啊</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">就最後一哩路了</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">但我就跨不過去</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">還好那時候</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我再次的遇到基督</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">祂透過「豐盛的人生」告訴我</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">祂是愛我的</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">所有的勞苦重擔</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">可以交託他手上</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">後來我試著禱告</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">來阻擋那些咒詛的聲音</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">順利的完成論文取得碩士學位</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">感恩-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">主啊，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">謝謝祢的捨身。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">祢是無罪之身的，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">但是卻選擇了</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">世人看為愚拙的十字架</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">來救贖我們。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">為的就是幫助我們</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">洗去我們的罪，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">讓我們潔淨，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">能夠親近神。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">謝謝祢讓我明白，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">凡人是無法用自己身的</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">智慧、能力，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">來成就些什麼，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">因為我們總是有</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">老我的固著阻礙著。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">謝謝祢，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">透過聖靈來幫助我們，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">讓我可以放下自己，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">真實仰望十字架的真理。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">祈求祢持續的幫助，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">透過C3靈修</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">讓我們的生命能得到轉化，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">能夠更明白主的心意，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">活出聖潔、</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">透過生命的改變傳福音</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">奉主耶穌基督的名求，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">阿們。</div>

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智慧與愚拙的轉換：十字架的力量（林前一18-25）

<div class="draft-block draft--p left">2024.5.1</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">Cynthia’s Insights</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">神-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">充滿慈愛良善的神</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">包容力超級大的神</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">人-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我看到保羅的真誠</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">哥林多教會是保羅所創的</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">當他在處理教會中的衝突時</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">他是拉下身段、撇下人的驕傲</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">去勸勉弟兄們</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">往著合一的方向修正</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">今天陳老師一開頭的財道講解</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">讓我醍醐灌頂</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">在財務上我有許多障礙</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">也一直在思考著世界貧富的狀態</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">「太 初 有 道 ， 道 與 神 同 在 ， 道 就 是 神 。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這 道 太 初 與 神 同 在 。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">萬 物 是 藉 著 他 造 的 ； 凡 被 造 的 ， 沒 有 一 樣 不 是 藉 著 他 造 的 。」</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這讓我看到</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">自己過往生命中</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">失敗的原因是什麼</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">而豐盛的秘就在這！</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我另一個得著是</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">「團結、合一」</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這給了我檢視的機會</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">以前我在組建團隊時</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">不太能放下身段</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">總是有偶包的</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">然後很常的忘記愛和包容</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">很容易陷入</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">就是夥伴不夠配合之類的批判當中</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">然後就落入的互相責備中</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">更遑論有共同目標這回事了</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">透過保羅的哥林多教會</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我切確的重新認知</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">團隊是每一個成員的</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">目標也是</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">每一個人都代表著身體的某一部分</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">都得對焦目標（頭）一同運作</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">就像我想早起C3靈修</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">但身體會想偷懶</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">會有不乖的時候</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這時候壓制、強迫、批判</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">是無法讓身體配合的</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">而是透過和身體的溝通、調整作息時間</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">並且定睛在靈糧的領受（目標）</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">才能讓我在早起靈修操練的時候</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">有好的狀態去吸收嗎哪</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">感謝-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">親愛的天父</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">真的很感謝祢讓我遇見C3</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">因為早起靈修</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我看到了過往失敗的點</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">也因著祢的慈愛</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我願意改變並奉上自己</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">為祢成為世上的鹽</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">耶穌聖靈</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">感謝祢的同在</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這一週的靈修操練</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">讓我與先生的餐桌上</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">帶入更多的交流</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">不再只是冷冰冰的科技冷漠</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">阿們</div>
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在基督裏的合一——超越派別的呼召（林前一10-17）

<div class="draft-block draft--p left">2024.4.30</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">Cynthia’s Insights</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">神-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我看到的神是</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">必拯救到底的神</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">人-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我看到保羅的行事</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我覺得這些以身作則的門徒也很偉大</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">撇掉自己的固著想法</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">轉念用神的眼光</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">來面對處理哥林多教會的人事物</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這篇的教誨</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">讓我的心變得更加的柔軟</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">讓我知道神愛我</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">不是因為我完美</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">就單純地只是祂愛著我</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">原本我也是個固著的人</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">生活中很多到稜稜角角</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">花了很長的一段時間</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">才慢慢地學會轉念</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">現在更加明瞭</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">有一位這麼愛我的神</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">給了我與耶穌相同的位份</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">有了這樣的身分</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">何需再去計較</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">世界裡的那些不成熟的生命狀態引發出來的問題呢</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">以人的眼光角度</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">是無法去包容</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這些人性的弱點的</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">成聖的路途</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">就是定睛在神的美好樣態上</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">往更好的自己邁進</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這是神所應許的</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">神希望我活的像祂</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">而不是一直活在下行當中</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">這篇也教會我</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">要相信</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">相信神所應許給我的美好</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我要在生活中</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">增強對神的信任感</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">單單的信靠</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">定睛這點</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">持續的前行</div>
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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">感謝-</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">親愛的阿爸父</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">真的很感恩祢的安排</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">在C3靈修的日子裡</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我感受到我兩年多來</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">乾渴的靈命開始生長</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">感恩讚美祢所安排的一切</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">我相信這一切</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">都是要讓我遇見更好的自己</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">親愛的聖靈</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">謝謝祢的同在，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">在我被老我綑綁時，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">適時的打開我的眼、</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">打開我的耳朵、</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">並軟化我的心思意念，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">順服的去學習。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">親愛的耶穌</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">感謝祢的身教，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">千年之前祢用以身作則，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">呼召了那麼多位的聖徒，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">來將阿爸父的旨意行在地上。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">請祢持續的帶領，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">持續的看顧，</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">好讓我們把天國的美好，交棒下去。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left"></div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">阿們</div>
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