Projector須經歷七年去制約之旅

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除非你能重組你的物質生活，出現在你生命中的人，也就是你生活的Aura（能量場）世界，那麼一切都只是在被強化。一直在加強，一遍又一遍地重複同樣的舊東西。出於相同的原因，重新進行了又重新處理，並且使用了相同的內容。而且你卻不能去參加聚會。你無法享受成為Projector（導能者/投射者）的美妙之處。我不知道有很多導能者陷入那種處境中，因為你必須經歷某些過程。

首先，你需要一個七年的去制約（去同化）過程。這就是人類圖/人設圖/人類設計的全部意義。你進入了人類圖並開始遵循策略和內在自主權權威。細胞需要七年，改變基本機制需要七年，這樣你才能擺脫細胞中的同化記憶。因此，你已經在應對時間了。這些事情需要時間。

導能者在人類圖之旅的發展過程中非常緩慢。我觀察了這麼久，這是因為當你開始看見你周圍的世界、你周圍的人，他們運作的方式時，它需要動力，直到他們開始看見一個又一個的認可。你開始認識到其中的內在真理。你會越來越近，視見自己有什麼可能。 但是你會看見，直到你真正臣服為止，臣服只是策略和內在自主權。沒有別的了。臣服是要讓自己從頭腦做決策的控制力中解放出來。我已經對你說明了，這是因為你辨識功能的本質。

你（頭腦）的想法，你的想法是一個地雷區。你的頭腦是所有麻煩的地方。我們對我們本性中的一切事物總是具有這種二元性，在精神上這是一種基本的二元性。一方面，你的（頭腦）思想是一場偉大的恐怖電影，它只會讓你發瘋，而另一方面，思想可能是一件非常美麗的事情。你必須看見，只要你的（頭腦）思想參與你的決策過程，你的思想就會推動你，你的思想驅使你，你的思想指向你，你就遇到了麻煩。因為那不是它的運作方式。它不是。

頭腦（思想）做一件事做得非常好。它衡量，它評估。它真的不知道這裡的這個東西和那裡的那個東西是否真的是兩者中的那個更好。它只是衡量。它說，這東西在那邊，那東西在那邊。就是這樣。 但是，當然，處於非我狀態之下的（頭腦）思想會承受壓力，因為我們的思想將主宰我們的生活。因為那是我們成長的方式，也就是我們受到同化的方式。所以，你強迫你的頭腦做出選擇。

你心想：「是這樣還是那樣？」我有一個很棒的故事——某人在某個早晨醒來，他的（頭腦）思想對他說，我們需要改變。我們需要改變。讓我們賣掉我們擁有的一切，辭掉工作，去拉斯維加斯，把所有的錢都放在黑18的輪盤賭桌上。該人第二天早晨醒來，他的頭腦說出了同樣的事情。來吧！讓我們做吧！我們需要改變我們的生活。我知道這會奏效，這真的很棒。我知道，我是你的思想，聽我說。這真是個好事情。讓我們做這一切。當然，最終他賣掉了所有東西，他辭掉了工作，去了拉斯維加斯，去了輪盤賭桌。他拿走了他所有的錢。他把它放在黑18上。它開出了紅14。他的頭腦說：「該死！」因為這就是頭腦的行為，然後頭腦說：「好吧！讓我們現在這樣做。」每個人的生活中都知道這一點。你的頭腦告訴你做某些事，你就做了整個該死的事情，爆炸了，這不像你的頭腦做了一個「都是我的錯！」「哦，我很抱歉！我搞砸了那個。我不知道怎麼做，我弄錯了那個。懲罰我。不，是嘿！下一個！我把這個列入清單。讓我們在這裡試試這個。反擊。讓我們看看它是否有效。」這是頭腦。世上就有這樣的人，「哦，是的，我真的相信我的想法。」頭腦其實不知道⋯⋯

這就是為什麼在人類圖中你有一個策略和內在自主權來避免頭腦做出決定。你的思想是快樂的地方，是外在的權威！你是導能者，在此指導。將所有測量結果當作外在權威，給予你的三個Generator（生產者）。如：Larry、Curly和Moe，你告訴他們做他們的事。「你這樣做，你那樣做，你就那樣做。」這才是你真正擅長的事。一切都搞定了。但不是在（導能者）裡面，這是行不通的。你的頭腦不會為你找到答案。永遠不會為你找到答案。

當然，因為你非常善於編造理由，我的意思是不妨想想，如果你是情緒化並且你是一個導能者，那會是什麼樣子。你很情緒化，你是導能者，你早上醒來，卻一頭霧水。你將擁有一些最不可思議的推理。「我陷入思緒低潮，因為⋯⋯」你比其他任何人都有更多的「因為⋯⋯所以⋯⋯」和更多的理由。你最終可能會把自己的心情歸咎於整個宇宙。

同樣的事情，如果你的導能者（本質）處於你個人之內。你早上醒來，你很憂鬱。然後你會說「我為你感到難過。」這種為化學編造理由的瘋狂，對於大機器（Mechanic）來說，畢竟只是機制。然後，人們在早上醒來，陷入他們的情緒波浪中。他們不認為是機制。他們認為有人對我這樣做了，他們提出了所有原因，當然，如果你是導能者，那麼你很樂意將這些人深深納入。它變成了一個無盡的依戀和責備遊戲：放下那些東西，它永遠不會像你一樣生活。

這不是為自己編造理由。這不是關於你的頭腦是否足夠聰明來指導你。然後你讓自己進入一種尊重你自己的生活方式，你畢竟不是來受苦的。我的意思是，你知道你要來此世，上帝說你不必工作。那不是痛苦。如果你知道如何到達那裡。你知道，我們所有人都有這些美麗的事物，對於我們來說，可以充分發揮其成為導能者的潛力。這確實是一件天賦。

但是要意識到這種天賦，就必須與制約同化有關。你必須能夠視見它，必須能夠識別它，你必須能夠接受它。否則，你將無法超越。否則，你無法將這種制約轉化為智慧。當你看你的圖表那些有顏色的東西時（有定義的能量中心），那就是學生。那些白色的東西（開放的能量中心），所有那些閘門通道，開放的中心，這就是你生命中上學的地方。在這裡你可以變得聰明，什麼可以摧毀你。作為導能者，你需要「中和」所有這些白色的地方。你需要看看它們是什麼。並將它們各自放置在適當的位置。有時候，你確實可以改變自己的生活。

Projectors and the mind

Until you can reorganize your physical life, the beings in your life, the auric world that you live in, then everything is just being reinforced. Reinforcement all the time, the same old stuff over and over again. With the same reasons, re-rehashed and the same stuff. And you don't get to go to the party. You don't get to enjoy the beauty of what it is to be a projector. I don't know a lot of projectors that are in that place because you have to go through certain processes.

Number 1 you need a seven year deconditioning process. That’s what Human Design is all about. You entered Human Design and started following strategy and authority. It takes seven years cellularly, it takes seven years to change the basic mechanism, so that you get rid of the conditioned memories that are being held in the cell. So already you are dealing with time. It takes Time these things.

Projectors are very slow in the way in which they develop their journey in human design. I watched it for so long and it is because it takes momentum until they begin to see recognition upon recognition as you begin to see that world around you, those beings around you, the way in which they operate. You begin to recognize the inherent truth in that. You get closer and closer, to seeing what is possible for you.

But you see until you are really surrendered and surrender is just strategy and authority. There isn’t anything else. Surrender is about allowing yourself to be freed from your mind's control of your decision-making. I've already described you because of the nature of your recognizing function.

Your mind, your mind is a minefield. Your mind is the place where all the trouble is. We always have this duality with everything in our nature and mentally this is a fundamental duality. Your mind on one side is the great horror show that's going to just drive you crazy and the mind on the other side can be a very beautiful thing. You have to see that as long as your mind is involved in your decision-making process, that your mind is moving you, that your mind is driving you, that your mind is pointing at you, you're in trouble. Because that's not the way it works. It doesn't.

Mind does one thing really well. It measures, it measures. It doesn't really know whether this thing over here as opposed to that thing over there, is really the better of the two. It just measures. It says this thing over here is over there and this thing there is over here. That's it.

But of course we have pressure on our minds as not-self that our minds are going to run our lives. Because that's the way we were raised and that's the way we were conditioned. So you force your mind to make a choice.

You say to your mind “well is it going to be this or is it going to be that?” I've got a great story - a guy wakes up one morning, and his mind says to him we need to change. We need to change. Let's sell everything we have, quit our job and go to Las Vegas and put all that money at the roulette table on 18 black. Guy wakes up the next morning his mind telling of the same thing. Come on let's do it, we need to change our lives. I know this is going to work, this is really going to be terrific. I know that, I’m your mind, listen to me. This is really good work. Let's do all of that. Of course eventually he sells everything, he quits his job, he goes to Las Vegas, he goes to the roulette table. He takes all his money. He puts it on 18 black. It comes up 14 red. his mind says “shit!” Cause this is what the mind does and then the mind says: “well okay! Let's do this now. Everybody in their life knows this. Your mind telling you to do something, you do the whole damn thing, blows up, it's not like your mind does a mea culpa! “Oh I'm so sorry! I blew that one. I don't know how. I got that one wrong. Punish me. No it's Hey! next one! I got this one on my list. Let's try this thing over here. That strikes back. Let's see if it works.” This is mind. And you have all these human beings “oh yeah, I really trust my mind.” Mind doesn’t know…

It is why in human design you have a strategy and authority to avoid the mind making decisions. Where your mind is a delight, is outer authority! You’re a projector, you’re here to guide. Use all that measuring as outer authority for the other, for your three generators. Larry, Curly and Moe, you tell them to do their thing. “You do this, you do that, you do that.” That's what you're really good at. You get it all out. But not inside, this does not work. Your mind is not going to find the answer for you. Will never find the answer for you.

And of course, because you're so good at making up reasons, I mean think about what that's like if your emotional and you're a projector. You’re emotional and you’re a projector and you wake up in the morning and you're down in your wave. You have some of the most incredible reasoning that will go with that. “I'm down in my wave because…” and you got more because’s and more reasons than anybody else. You could ultimately blame the entire universe for your mood.

The same thing if your projector in your individual. You wake up in the morning and you're melancholic. And you're going “I'm sad because of you.” The insanity of making up reasons for chemistry, for mechanics, it’s just mechanics after all. Then people waking up in the morning down in their wave. They don't think mechanics. They think somebody did this to me and they come up with all the reasons and of course if you’re a projector you're open to you take those beings in very deeply. It becomes a whole endless attachment and blame game: Let go of that stuff, it’s never going to live what’s you.

It's not in the reason making for yourself. It's not about your mind being clever enough to guide you. And then you put yourself into a way of life that honors what you are, you're not here to suffer after all. I mean you know you coming onto this plane and the God said you don't have to work. That's not suffering. If you know how to get there. You know we all have these beautiful things that are possible for us of the way in which we can fulfill our potential to be a projector. This is something that is really a gift.

But to realize that gift, you have to do with conditioning. You have to be able to see it, you have to be able to recognize it, you have to be able to accept it. Otherwise you can’t transcend it. Otherwise you can't turn that conditioning into wisdom. When you look at your chart those things that are colored in, that's the student. Those things that are white, all those gates channels, centers that are open this is where you go to school in life. And this where you can become wise and what can destroy you. As a projector you need to neutralize all those white places. You need to see them for what they are. And put them each in their part in the proper place. And then and then you can really make a difference in your life.