Alyson’s 2/13 Tarot：誠信
In the past, many times,
I would impulsively make promises based on the immediate atmosphere of the moment.
It wasn't until I cooled down that I could truly think things through, only to realize that things weren't quite as expected, requiring adjustments.
Then, it took more effort and energy to explain, clarify, and sometimes apologize.
So, I began to learn not to agree too easily, not to decide too quickly.
If things need to slow down, let them.
Impatience no longer suits my way of handling things.
If things need to be delayed, so be it.
Urgency is no longer my modus operandi.
Friends remark how indecisive I've become, how different from the decisive and swift person I used to be.
That's because I've come to understand the need for change, to avoid unintentionally hurting others again and to prevent my heart from feeling weighed down by these matters constantly.
Because integrity turns promises into reality, for me, it's a principle, yet it can also become another kind of constraint.