She traces slow transitions, noticing how one feeling bleeds into another without permission.
2025.12.31
珍被任命為一名色彩的檔案管理者，一位保存沒有語言卻堅持被保存的情感的守護者。每天早晨，她走進她的工作室，一個沒有邊界的地方，在那裡色調像天氣一樣漂移，只短暫地停留。她的任務不是整理事實，而是傾聽色彩如何記憶它們自己。她相信顏色會老去、變柔，有時會反駁它們的起源。
在這個角色中，珍學會溫暖可以承載悲傷，而明亮可能隱藏疲憊。她追蹤緩慢的轉變，注意到一種感覺如何在未經允許的情況下滲入另一種感覺。這項工作需要耐心，因為沒有任何事物會清楚地宣告其意義。相反地，印象重疊，時間感覺被懸置，彷彿過去正透過現在呼吸。隨著日子過去，珍意識到檔案並非外在的。色彩回應她的注意力，當她猶豫或懷疑時重新排列自己。記憶變成參與式的。她不再確定自己是在保存痕跡，還是透過她的凝視產生它們。檔案抗拒完成，堅持保持開放、未解決且溫柔。
在夜晚，珍記錄那些無法被儲存的事物：站在一種大到無法命名的感覺之中的感受。她書寫，明知語言永遠落後於感知。然而她仍然繼續，深信專注的行為本身就是一種照顧。以這種方式，她的工作變得較少關於保存曾經是什麼，而更多關於允許仍在生成的事物。
Jane is appointed as a chromatic archivist, a keeper of emotions that have no language but insist on being preserved. Each morning she enters her workroom, a place without edges, where tones drift like weather and settle only briefly. Her task is not to organize facts, but to listen to hues as they remember themselves. She believes colors age, soften, and sometimes contradict their origins.
In this role, Jane learns that warmth can carry sorrow, and that brightness may hide fatigue. She traces slow transitions, noticing how one feeling bleeds into another without permission. The work requires patience, because nothing announces its meaning clearly. Instead, impressions overlap, and time feels suspended, as if the past is breathing through the present.
As days pass, Jane realizes the archive is not external. The colors respond to her attention, rearranging themselves when she hesitates or doubts. Memory becomes participatory. She is no longer certain whether she is preserving traces or producing them through her gaze. The archive resists completion, insisting on remaining open, unresolved, and tender.
At night, Jane records what cannot be stored: the sensation of standing inside a feeling too large to name. She writes knowing that language will always lag behind perception. Yet she continues, convinced that the act of attending is itself a form of care. In this way, her work becomes less about saving what was, and more about allowing what is still becoming.
