Splenic Projector 如何回應邀請？

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Splenic（直覺）內在自主權不是一件簡單的事情。例如，我是一個設計非常複雜的人。事實是，我是根據Splenic內在自主權運作的。我有一個開放的Emotional（情緒）系統。我有一個開放的Solar Plexus系統。

Splenic的內在自主權是非常複雜的，因為脾臟的性質，你沒有什麼可以把握住的。這也意味著你必須與它保持密切聯繫。早年我不得不犯很多小錯誤，真的，很多小錯誤。我的意思是無視我的脾臟，因為脾臟非常安靜，非常迅速，是瞬時的，它只是傳遞一小段信息，僅此而已，然後它就不會回來了。它不重複。所以如果你不注意它，它就會越過你。

在我早年發生在我身上的事情的過程中，常常是我會意識到它，但它對我沒有任何吸引力。我會有那種感覺，那種典型的Splenic權威——不要這樣做。我所做的一切都會有動力，Ego Manifestor，我很快就會看到那是多麼愚蠢，非常快。因此，需要大量的紀律才能達到我的頭腦思想完全脫離了決策過程的地步，只有當頭腦真正完全脫離決策過程時，你才能開始讓你的脾臟發揮作用。

所以，Splenic內在自主權不是一件簡單的事情。在許多方面，男性比女性更難。無論你想怎麼稱呼它，都有一種對內在預感更加敏感的傾向。脾臟會發出很基本的東西，很基本的瞬間判斷，瞬間的本能和直覺，所有這些都在當下作為一個保護系統。

當然，脾臟的難點在於不瞭解它。你不瞭解脾臟。你永遠無法瞭解脾臟，你不能。你不能，因為它不能解釋自己。這不是Ajna（邏輯）中心； 它不是進化來部署所有這些類型的模式或記憶的。它不是那樣的。

關於脾臟的整個事情是，它是一個每時每刻的決策過程。那就是：這個好、這個不好、這很好、這不是，基本上那些事情一直（以直覺式的）在發生。脾臟是從根本上是存在的。這就是世界賴以生存的地方。隨著時間的推移，人們逐漸瞭解了我，尤其是在我的過程中，我周圍的人。我會說一些事情，但它不會發生任何事情，或者有各種各樣的關於脾臟的事情，因為在那一刻它說了什麼，因為那一刻它是正確的，10分鐘後它不正確並且可能永遠不會再次正確，而這個就是脾臟內在自主權。

絕對沒有辦法控制它；沒有任何方法。與Spleen類型人建立的人際關係中也是一樣。這就是為什麼你必須非常腳踏實地才能擁有Splenic的權威，因為在任何特定時刻，你的脾臟都會在任何情況下對任何人說「是」或「否」。你不會知道為什麼，因為你不能。

我非常喜歡它的其中一件事就是它是如此深刻，非常神秘。當我說神秘時，並不是說我們不能進入那裡並瞭解所有這些功能和運作原理，我就是這樣做的。這不是重點。我的意思是，它不與我們分享，從某種意義上說它是神秘的。你在情緒波浪中的各個地方攪動的不是頭腦或情緒。脾臟（權威）不這樣做。它不會讓你相信它。它不會告訴你，看，我正在處理這個並且我已經決定——它不會那樣做。不僅如此，它還不會告訴你它的資源來自哪裡。你的頭腦總是這樣做，至少它試圖這樣做。不是你的脾臟；你的脾臟不會告訴你它從何處獲取訊息。它只是簡單地給你一個且唯一一個通知。就是這樣。當我說通知時，它是通知，因為實際上，脾臟實際上是在告訴我們這些脾臟權威類型的人，每時每刻都在告訴我們事情，事實就是如此。

因此，這些特定的通知就像是這個正在進行的每時每刻中的小亮點。 這是脾臟內在自主權在運作。當然，這意味著作為一個人，你必須看到你的生活就是你的現在。這並不意味著你不能策劃。這並不意味著你不能享受過去的延續，但它確實意味著如果你現在不注意你會遇到很多問題，因為你不會 聽你的脾臟。如果你不聽你的脾臟，你會受傷。這就是為什麼首先給你一個明確的脾臟權威，是你必須注意你的防禦系統。

所以我們有十分之一的人類擁有脾臟權威；沒有薦骨，沒有情緒，而是一個明確的脾臟（直覺）權威。當然，對他們來說，這意味著這些人必須在當下注意。他們只是這樣做。而這對他們來說是最困難的方面。顯然，在這種特殊情況下，作為Projector進入你的策略和權威，對於所有Projector來說，這是一個漫長的治愈過程，一個清除已經存在了幾十年的同化的漫長過程。這是相當重要的事情。

當然，對於Projector來說，治愈之路是學習的根源。這就是Projector自我修復的方式。他們學習、學習、掌握。通過這種方式，他們開始掌握事物的運作方式，並且緩慢但肯定地改變了他們的過程。然而，對於這個特殊的Projector來說，認識到存在的意義是必不可少的。換句話說，對他們來說，邀請是當下處理的事情，無論是改變生活的決定，還是世俗生活的次要，不管它是什麼，因為這對他們來說就是如此。我告訴那些脾臟權威的人的一件事，那些沒有紮根於薦骨/情緒系統的人是真正享受這樣一個事實，即你可以在當下清晰明瞭，但只在當下信任它。這是非常困難的事情。你只能相信它。事情就是這樣。這就是它迫使你在當下保持覺知的原因，因為當脾臟權威對某事說「是」時，它只是在那一刻、在那些情況下、在那些條件下對它說「是」。如果改變任何背景、框架，答案可能會有所不同，所以你不能相信它。

我的脾臟內在自主權告訴我的任何關於任何人或任何事情的事情，我只在我接受它的那一刻才賦予它價值，因為我無能為力，因為我知道它會改變。 它確實如此；條件和情況會發生變化，尤其是在與人打交道時。 畢竟，你一直在和非我打交道，我們大多數人一直在和非我打交道。作為一個脾臟權威類型的人，我必須依靠我的脾臟內在自主權才能識別哪個非我足夠健康以應對。我看著這樣的設計，它總是歸結為洞察力的問題，將要出現在你生活中的人，將填補所有空間的人。但，儘管如此，脾臟的內在自主權是一瞬間就存在的東西。

Splenic Being

Splenic authority is not a simple thing. For example I'm somebody who has a very complex design. The fact is that I operate out of a splenic authority. I have an open emotional system. I have an open Solar Plexus system.

Splenic authority is very complex in the sense that you have nothing to hold onto because of the nature of the Spleen. And it also means you have to be very connected to it. I had to make a lot of minor errors in my early years, really, a lot of minor errors. And what I mean by that is ignoring my Spleen, because the Spleen is very quiet, it's very quick, it's instantaneous, it simply delivers a tiny little piece of information, that's all it does, and then it doesn't come back. It doesn't repeat it. So if you don't pay attention to it, it gets you.

And often what happened to me in the early years of my own process is that I would be aware of it, but it would have no pull on me. I’d get that feeling, that typical splenic ―don't do this. And there would be momentum in whatever I was doing, Ego Manifestor, and I would quickly see the folly of that, very quickly. So it took a great deal of discipline to get to a point where my mind simply was totally out of the process and only when the mind is really totally out of the decision making process can you begin to just let your Spleen work.

So, splenic authority is not a simple thing. And in many ways it is much more difficult for males than it is for females. There is a tendency to be much more sensitive to the inner hunch, whatever you want to call it. Out of the Spleen comes very basic things, very basic instantaneous judgmentation, instantaneous instinct and intuition, all of this in the moment as a protective system.

And of course the difficult thing with the Spleen is that there's no understanding it. You don't understand the Spleen. You never get to understand the Spleen, you can't. You can't because it doesn't explain itself. It’s not the Ajna Center; it’s not evolved to lay out all these kinds of patterns or memories. It isn’t like that.

The whole thing about the Spleen is that it's this momentby-moment-bymoment- by-moment decision making process. That, this is good, this is not; this is good, this is not, basically those kinds of things are going on all the time splenically. To be splenic is to be fundamentally existential. This is where the world lives out. It’s something that over time people learnt about me, particularly those people around me a lot in my process. I would say something and nothing would happen with it, or there are all kinds of things about the Spleen where one moment it says something because in that moment it's correct, and 10 minutes later it's not correct and may never be correct again, and this is the Spleen.

And there's absolutely no way of controlling that; none whatsoever. It is the same thing with the Spleen in relationships. It’s why you have to be very grounded to have splenic authority, because at any given moment your Spleen is going to say ―yes or ―no to anyone in any situation. And you're not going to know why, because you can't.

It’s one of the things that I love so much about it is that it is so deeply, deeply mysterious. And when I say mysterious it's not like we cannot go in there and discern how all that functions and works, I do that. That’s not the point. I mean, it is mysterious in the sense that it doesn't share it with us. It’s not the mind or for that matter the emotions that you churned through the various places in the wave. The Spleen doesn't do that. It doesn't take you into its confidence. It doesn't say to you, look I'm processing this and I've decided—it doesn't do that. Not only that, but it doesn't tell you where its resources come from. Your mind always does, at least it tries to. Not your Spleen; your Spleen doesn't tell you where it got the information. It just simply gives you that one and only one notification. That’s it. And when I say notification it is a notification, because in fact, the Spleen is actually telling those of us who are splenic, telling us things all the time moment-bymoment- by-moment-by-moment, literally.

So, these specific notifications are like little slight highlights in this ongoing moment-bymoment-by-moment. This is the Spleen at work. And of course, what that does is that means that as a human being, that you have to see that your life is the now for you. It doesn't mean you can't plan. It doesn't mean that you can't have an enjoyment of the continuity from the past, but it does mean that if you're not paying attention in the now you’re going to have a lot of problems, because you will not hear your Spleen. And if you don't listen to your Spleen, you do get hurt. That’s why you're given a defined Spleen in the first place, is that you have to pay attention to your defense system.

So we have one tenth of humanity that has splenic authority; no Sacral, no emotions, but a defined Spleen. And of course, for them it means that these are beings that have to pay attention in the now. They just do. And this is the most difficult aspect for them. Obviously, entering into your Strategy and Authority as a Projector in this particular case, as for all Projectors, it’s a long process to be healed, a long process to cleanse out the conditioning that has been there for whatever, decades. It is quite a thing.

And of course for the Projector the road to healing is the root in learning. This is the way that a Projector heals themselves. They study and they learn and they master. And in that way they begin to grasp the way things work and slowly but surely their process is transformed. However, it is essential for this particular Projector to recognize the meaning of the existential. In other words, that for them the invitation is something that is dealt with in the moment, whether that is a life transforming decision, or the minor of the mundane life, whatever it may be, because this is what it is for them. And one of the things that I tell those that are splenic, those that are not rooted into the Sacral/emotional system is to really enjoy the fact that you can be clear in the moment, but only trust it in the moment. This is what’s so difficult. You can only trust it in the moment. That's the thing. That's the thing that it forces you to stay aware in the now, because when the Spleen says yes to something it is only saying yes to it in that moment, in those circumstances, in those conditions. And change any of the background, framework, and the possibility is that the answer is going to be different, so you can't trust it.

Anything my Spleen ever tells me about anyone or anything I only give value to it in the moment that I take it in, because there's nothing else I can do, because I've learned that it changes. And it does; conditions and circumstances change, particularly when dealing with people. After all, you’re dealing with the not-self all the time, most of us deal with the notself all the time. As a splenic being I have to rely on my Spleen to be able to recognize which not-self is reasonably healthy enough to deal with. I look at a design like this and it always comes down to the question of the discernment, the people that are going to be in your life, the people that are going to be filling up all that space. But nonetheless, splenic authority is something that is just there in a moment.