2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength
昨天，又是充滿挫折的一天。學習了那麼多時數，實際練習也好幾次，但記憶好像僅限於當天存在似的，當需要運用時，腦袋空空。
又完成了一份不是自己獨立作業的作品。
老師笑得無奈，我也微笑得回應了我的無力感。
我很認真學習，真的。
但我卻始終記不住。
現在甚至回頭在翻看講義，陷入像看其他語言書籍或天書，那般難懂，看了數次，也未能勾起一點點回憶。
老師問我說，你都還給我了嗎？
我尷尬地回應說，是你的，我始終都沒有拿走過。
聽到的同學們哄堂大笑。
難受，無力，難過，無法跨過。
這電腦圖層的變化技巧，我跨不過去。
跟同學分享說，我覺得人工智能的文字生圖方式還是比較適合我。
同學笑說，她同意。她說，我還是比較擅長發號司令，找厲害的人來執行。
原來，我今日的和諧是，我與自己的能力不足和解。
我終究還是放棄了我實在是無法勝任的圖層概念。
於是繳交作業，老師說，這作品，真美。他做的。
我也說，這作品，真的很美。我想的。
我們合作無間。
套句最近我常說的一句話，「我很有想法，但我就是沒有辦法。」
還好，我還有個優點，懂求救，坦率接受也向他人表示自己的無能力情況，並親切拜託他人的協助及指導。
這樣的情況，我認為也能呼應到今日的塔羅牌『力量』。
我們總會覺得，力量是存在在自己的身體裡，肌肉裡，還有意志裡。
這次的學習，我明白，力量，不一定是陽剛，不一定是陰柔，且不一定是發自自己的身體和內心裡。
力量，也可來自於他人。
只要我們能夠尋求協助，並真誠請求他人的協助。
各種不同的力量，串聯在一起，團體在一起，發揮的不會只是團結的力量，還有共同心願的能量。
在『力量』這張牌的圖案裡，有一位輔助祭祀的人，雙肩和頭頂，扛著和頂著一個圓弧底的玉石，玉石中間放著一顆像是會滾動的蛋，若沒能保持平衡，沒能全心專注，很容易就會發生蛋掉落。
而這顆蛋象徵著什麼？
象徵著每個人心中珍惜，視為珍寶的人事物。
有的人是名聲，有的人是家人孩子，有的人是做人做事的原則，也有的人是日日變動增加的銀行存款。
當認知到自己珍惜的事情，更會花費一百二十個心思去保護，維持，甚至也有可能發生搶奪。
為了保守自己的所愛，所堅持，需要力量。
力量的形容詞是強大。
強大的力量可幫助我們保護好，也有助於我們取得想要的。
為了擁有力量，需要做好多努力。
群體中，是領導者，統御者，擁有力量。
擁有了力量，需繼續堅持原則，並且莫忘初衷。
力量，若沒有慎用，傷人，誤己，又壞事，不得不小心。
在我們平凡人的人生裡 ~
因被需要，而激發力量。
因被愛著，而產生力量。
因擁有，而擁抱力量。
因失去，而渴求力量。
因力量，得以守護。
因力量，得以展現。
因力量，得以自在。
因力量，得以駕馭。
要溜走的，不甘願留下的，緊握，不放手，不是力量，是蠻力，是暴力。
溫柔的力量，才能直搗人心，才能讓人交心，託付真心，給予真心。
Tarot for Today, June 14, 2024: Strength
Yesterday was yet another day full of frustrations. Despite putting in countless hours of study and practice, it felt as though my memory only lasted for the day. When it came time to use that knowledge, my mind went blank.
Once again, I completed a project that wasn’t entirely my own work. The teacher smiled wryly, and I responded with a smile that conveyed my sense of powerlessness.
I truly am studying diligently. But I just can’t seem to remember. Now, even when I look back at my notes, it feels like I’m reading a foreign language or some incomprehensible text. No matter how many times I review them, they fail to jog any memories. The teacher asked me, “Did you return everything to me?” I awkwardly replied, “It’s yours. I never took it.” The classmates around us burst into laughter.
I felt distressed, powerless, and sad, unable to overcome these feelings. This technique of altering computer layers is beyond my grasp. I told my classmates that I find AI-generated text-to-image more suitable for me. One classmate agreed, joking that I’m better at giving orders and finding skilled people to execute them.
It turns out, my harmony today is about making peace with my limitations. In the end, I had to give up on the concept of layers that I simply couldn’t master.
When I submitted the project, the teacher said, “This work is beautiful. He did it.”
I replied, “Yes, it’s truly beautiful. I thought of it.”
We collaborated seamlessly.
As I’ve often said lately, “I have many ideas, but I just can’t execute them.”
Fortunately, I have one advantage: I know how to ask for help, accept my limitations frankly, and sincerely request assistance and guidance from others.
This situation, I believe, also resonates with today’s tarot card, Strength.
We often think that strength resides within our bodies, muscles, and willpower. Through this learning experience, I’ve come to understand that strength doesn’t have to be masculine or feminine, and it doesn’t always come from within ourselves.
Strength can also come from others. As long as we can seek help and sincerely request assistance from others. Different strengths can come together, forming a collective that not only manifests the power of unity but also the energy of shared goals.
In the imagery of the Strength card, there is an assistant priest who carries and balances a curved jade stone on their shoulders and head. Inside the jade stone is an egg that seems like it could roll out at any moment. If the balance is lost, if full concentration is not maintained, the egg can easily fall.
What does this egg symbolize?
It represents the things we cherish and hold dear in our hearts.
For some, it’s reputation; for others, family and children; for some, it’s principles in life and work; and for others, it’s the ever-increasing balance in their bank accounts. When we recognize what we cherish, we are more dedicated to protecting, maintaining, and sometimes even fighting for it.
To preserve what we love and stand for, we need strength. The adjective for strength is powerful. Powerful strength helps us protect and obtain what we desire.
To possess strength, we need to put in a lot of effort. In a group, the leader, the commander, possesses strength. Once we have strength, we must continue to adhere to our principles and never forget our original intentions. Strength, if not used carefully, can hurt others, mislead oneself, and cause harm, so we must be cautious.
In our ordinary lives, strength is sparked by being needed.
Strength arises from being loved.
Strength grows from having something to hold on to.
Strength is sought after in loss.
Because of strength, we can protect. Because of strength, we can shine.
Because of strength, we can be free.
Because of strength, we can control.
What wants to slip away, what is unwilling to stay, if we grasp it tightly and refuse to let go, that’s not strength; it’s brute force, it’s violence.
Gentle strength can touch hearts, build trust, and foster genuine connections and true kindness.
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