親近的測繪者 A Cartographer of Nearness

Jane knows that presence is an act of care. She does not try to define herself through sharp outlines.

2026.01.29

珍是一位親近的測繪者。她的工作不是測量距離，而是描繪不經觸碰便形成的靠近。她相信親密是一種溫度，而不是一種承諾，她訓練自己去感知那些沒有被大聲說出的房間。

珍透過觀察情感如何在邊緣變得模糊而學會了她的技藝。確定性最先消解，其次是意圖，直到剩下的是一片安靜的場域，意義在其中重疊。她信任這種不清晰。對她而言，清楚來得太早，也離開得太快；而曖昧則會停留。

在她私人的筆記本裡，珍記錄那些從未完全發生的時刻：告白前的停頓、對話結束後留下的溫度、某件重要之事幾乎浮現的感覺。這些碎片不是記憶，卻堅持被保存。她溫柔地整理它們，從不強迫它們進入順序。

珍知道，存在本身是一種照顧。她不試圖用銳利的輪廓來定義自己。相反地，她讓自己的角色保持未完成。透過維持輕微的失焦，她為他人創造進入的空間。她就是如此測繪無形——站得足夠安靜，讓親近自行顯現。

Jane is a Cartographer of Nearness. Her work is not to measure distance but to trace how closeness forms without touch. She believes intimacy is a temperature, not a promise, and she has trained herself to sense it in rooms where nothing is said aloud.

She moves through days as if through layers of softened light. Time slows around her, not because she resists it, but because she allows it to settle. People speak to Jane and feel heard even when she remains silent. She understands that attention does not need explanation; it only needs steadiness.

Jane learned her craft by watching how emotions blur at their edges. Certainty dissolves first, then intention, until what remains is a quiet field where meanings overlap. She trusts this indistinctness. To her, clarity arrives too early and leaves too fast. Ambiguity, however, stays.

In her private notebooks, Jane records moments that never fully happened: a pause before a confession, the warmth left after a conversation ends, the sense that something important almost surfaced. These fragments are not memories, yet they insist on being kept. She arranges them gently, never forcing them into sequence.

Jane knows that presence is an act of care. She does not try to define herself through sharp outlines. Instead, she allows her role to remain unfinished. By staying slightly out of focus, she creates space for others to enter. This is how she maps the invisible—by standing still long enough for nearness to reveal itself.

My Name is Jane.