Projector轉化的困難

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事實上，我們Projector導能者/投射者是RA早年所忽略的類型，因此，現在市面上與Projector相關的人類圖資訊才會那麼少見。

當我剛開始講課時，對我來說顯而易見的是，因為我瞭解導能者/投射者（Projector）的性質，因此需要一段時間才能開發出可以立即提供給 Generator 的各種工具。 基本上，在Human Design/人類設計/人類圖領域的最初 7 到 10 年，我幾乎完全專注於Generator。他們是地球生命力的重要組成部分。如果他們可以醒覺，可以幫助其他所有人醒來。

同時，在我反复介紹Human Design/人類圖/人類設計和進行開幕晚會的過程中，我總是很清楚，我正對導能者的改變有所不足，因為我沒有一個容易解決的辦法。我根本沒有一個簡單的解決方案。所有導能者都知道這一點。他們知道人生策略是一個有趣的概念。但這並不是好像你一直都在面對的。

有些事情非常困難。困難的是Human Design/人類設計/人類圖過程是如此的絕對個人化。它是如此的個人化。確實如此。從這個意義上說，這是非常寂寞的。你是僅以一種截然不同的方式對待存在的本質。這種孤獨可能會讓人非常不自在，包括從某種意義上說，「我要去哪裡？我的方向正確嗎？這真的對我有用嗎？」

當然，當你考慮Generator的性質或能源類型時，這並不是難題。從某種意義上說，這並不是兩難的選擇，因為它具有持續的潛力，能夠通過你的人生策略來應對存在的本質。但是，對於導能者而言並非如此。根本不是這樣。

你可以在年輕時被邀請進入某個職業，並且邀請是正確的。如果對邀請的回應是正確的，那麼你進入某些事情對你來說是正確的。但這並不意味著所有東西都會如此。這並不意味著你將在那條賽道上遇到的每個人都將如此。這並不意味著他們全部都將邀請你對他們或他們對你的影響作出決定。

事實是，身為導能者意味著你內部有絕對的動力要與其他人融合。就在那兒。它的意義不僅僅在於有需求，還在於對人們有極大的好奇心。這種非凡的好奇心確實是通過導能者運作的最深刻的主題之一。而且，好奇心並非總是不言而喻的，他們的人格運作方式。好奇心本質上是其氣場/磁場運作方式的一部分。其他氣場/磁場沒有這種能力可以滲透到自我或他人的身份中。這是導能者的偉大禮物，這種二分法是在識別和被認可方面具有天賦。

然而，從導能者從子宮出來的那一刻起的進退兩難，從一開始的困境，就是制約領域的困境。接受制約是絕對必要的，並且達到一種很難，很難，很難區分自我/真我的非我/假我的地步，因為這就是我被制約的方式和真實的我自己 ; 這並不容易。

更重要的是，當我開始我的過程並專注於 Generator 時，這很自然，因為他們天生就對自己感到好奇。導能者不是這種情況，它是次要的。

所有導能者的興趣在於實現其設計的目的在於滿足好奇心，從而能夠識別並查看事物的運作方式。然而，當他們這樣做時，他們是互相依賴的。

我將與你分享的是一個明智的工具。它是一種開始掌握他人對你的影響的能力，使你可以看到哪些對你有益，哪些對你不利。這是非常必要的。成為導能者的一切都與你的生命有關。一切。這並不意味著它們很重要，而你卻不重要。這只是關於現實的事情；你需要一些好奇的東西。這是該過程的一部分。你需要那些存在才能識別並最終被識別。

但是，它們對你的作用實際上很難掌握。哦，是的，有些明顯的事情。如果你情緒低落，正在與一個情緒化的人打交道，或者你有一個開放的脾臟中心（Spleen），並且你正在與一個脾氣暴躁的人打交道，那麼我們知道所有這些事情。但是實際上，這並不能真正告訴你是否受他們的制約是有價值的。作為導能者，制約是你生活的一部分。這就是你在這裡體驗的。這是你體驗和探索其他東西的一部分方法。這很重要。但是，它必須是正確的人。然而，你怎麼知道？**********

【更新：標題已改、內文稍微修飾和修正。】本篇並未點出問題的關鍵，只是在陳述Projector的某些難題。

Ra Uru Hu on Projector Transformation

When I first began my teachings it was obvious to me that because I understood the nature of the Projector that it would take along time to be able to develop the kinds of tools that I could offer immediately to Generators. Basically, the first seven to ten years that I worked in Human Design I focused almost exclusively on Generators. They are an essential part of the life force of this planet. If they can wake up it helps everything else wake up.

At the same time, over and over again as I went through my process of introducing Human Design and doing opening evening lectures, it was always so clear to me that I was short changing Projectors, because I didn’t have an easy fix for them. I didn’t have an easy fix for them at all. All Projectors know that. They know that strategy is an interesting concept. But it’s not as if it’s something that you taste all the time.

There’s something that’s very difficult. What is difficult is that the Human Design process is so deeply personal. It’s so deeply individual. It really is. And it’s very lonely, in that sense. You are alone with a very different way of approaching the nature of being. That aloneness is something that can be very uncomfortable. And it can be uncomfortable in the sense of, “Where am I going? Am I in the right direction? Is this really working for me?”

Of course, when you think about the nature of the Generator or the energy type, that is not a dilemma. That is not a dilemma in the sense that there is this constant potential to be able to deal with the nature of being through your strategy. But it’s not the case for a Projector. It’s not the case at all.

You can be invited to enter into a certain career when you are young, and the invitation is correct. And if the response to the invitation is correct then you enter into something that is correct for you. But it doesn’t mean that everything in that will be. It doesn’t mean that everyone you’re going to meet on that track will be. And it doesn’t mean that all of them will invite you to make up your mind about them, or about their impact on you.

The fact of the matter is that being a Projector means that you have an absolute drive within you to integrate with the other; it’s simply there. It’s not so much there in the sense that there is a neediness as there is an enormous curiosity. It’s really one of the deepest themes that operates through Projector, is this extraordinary curiosity. And it’s not a curiosity that is always self-evident in the way in which their Personalities operate. It is a curiosity that is fundamentally a part of the way their aura works. No other aura has this facility to penetrate to the self, or to the identity of the other. It is the Projector’s great gift, this dichotomy of being gifted in recognizing and being here to be recognized.

Yet, the difficulty, the dilemma from the beginning, from the moment that the Projector comes out of the womb is the dilemma of the conditioning field. It’s absolutely essential to take in the conditioning and it gets to a point where it’s very, very difficult, extremely difficult to be able to differentiate between the not-self of what I am because this is how I’ve been conditioned and the true self; it’s not easy.

More than that, when I began my process and focused on Generators it was natural because they are naturally curious about themselves. This is not the case for Projectors, it’s secondary.

The interest of all Projectors is the fulfillment of what their Design is about which is to fulfill that curiosity, to be able to recognize and see how things work; and yet, while they’re doing that they are dependent on the other.

What I’m going to share with you is a discerning tool. It’s the ability to begin to grasp the impact of others on you in a way in which you can see what is healthy for you and what is not healthy for you. This is something that is so essential. Everything about what it is to be a Projector is about who is in your life. Everything. This is not about they’re important and you’re not. This is simply about the reality; you need something to be curious with. It is part of the process. You need those beings in order to recognize, and ultimately to be recognized. Yet, what they do to you is very, very difficult to actually grasp. Oh yes, there are some obvious things. If you’re unemotional and you’re dealing with an emotional person or you’ve got an open Spleen and you’re dealing with a Splenic person, and all of these things that we know.

But in fact, that doesn’t really tell you whether to be conditioned by them is valuable or not. As a Projector, conditioning is part of your life. It’s what you’re here to experience. It’s part of the way in which you taste and explore what the other is. It’s something so important. Yet, it has to be the right beings. And yet, how do you know?