2024 1122 38年華女孩：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play

2024 1122 38年華女孩：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play

女孩，不哭不哭，眼淚是珍珠。

網路小說裡也說，眼淚，不管是幾歲，都是惹人憐愛的金豆豆。

聽著妳的哭泣，突然想到了這兩句。

一邊生氣，一邊罵著過份，太欺負人了，一邊哭泣著妳，一時半會我也勸不來，讓妳冷靜冷靜。

就讓妳哭吧，宣洩著，罵吧。

氣極敗壞時，情緒吞忍著是會生病的，何況，還是被欺負，更得發洩。

可心軟，無力，又膽小，哪敢對誰罵，就是找人說說話，一邊哭，一邊大聲說著，然後當一回小丑。

雖然臉上著妝花了，可心裡的壞情緒沒了，值得。

妳說，我怎不問妳發生什麼事情？

我說，妳一邊哭，一邊罵已經很忙了，還有第二張嘴可以說嗎？

妳說，怎過了這麼多年，我還是這樣的一張嘴？

我說，過了這麼多年，妳有換了另一張臉了嗎！

果然，朋友間的默契就是這樣三言兩語，胡說八道，好默契跨越了中間消失斷聯的時光，毫無生疏感呀。

妳說，老了，記憶都錯亂了。有時覺得好煩，感覺全世界都在欺負妳，常覺得孤單，到底一個人這樣拼命是幹嘛？

妳說，這世界怎麼了？社會怎麼了？是非正義都不見了。

妳叨叨絮絮地說，我靜靜地聽。

明明沒有喝酒，卻像是酒醉般的胡言亂語。

被傷透了吧。在這冷涼的秋天裡。

沒事的，一杯熱茶，舒緩神經，一杯咖啡，清醒在世間。

酒，別碰了吧！

又沒酒量，也沒酒膽，壯膽，又蠻橫不起來，何苦來哉。

請宇宙送個祝福給妳，抽到的塔羅牌是【魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play】。

哈！實在真的是太奇妙了。

確實，妳總是活在當下。

當下的快樂，從妳爽朗的笑聲陣陣傳遞出來就可知道。

當下的糾結，從妳馬上吃驚大叫的聲音也可得知。

當下的生氣，從妳立即脹紅的臉，緊握的拳頭看到。

妳就是如此真性情的女中豪傑。妳直爽，不虛偽。妳帥氣，不做作。

就是喜歡這樣直率的妳。

願妳未來更為順遂。

福生無量。

2024/11/22 A 38-Year-Old Girl: Devil’s Play

Girl, don’t cry, don’t cry. Tears are pearls.

Even in online novels, they say tears, no matter your age, are precious little gems that evoke pity. Listening to your sobs, those lines suddenly came to mind.

I was both angry and scolding, “This is too much, such unfairness!”

And yet, there you were, crying your heart out. I couldn’t console you right away and just let you cool down for a bit. So go ahead, cry it out, let it all out, and shout if you must.

When emotions boil over, suppressing them can make you sick.

Especially when you’re being bullied — that frustration needs to be released.

But being soft-hearted, powerless, and timid, you wouldn’t dare curse anyone directly. Instead, you found someone to talk to, crying and shouting at the top of your lungs. For a moment, you played the clown. Even though your makeup smudged, your bad mood was lifted. Worth it, right?

You asked, “Why don’t you ask me what happened?”

I said, “You’re already busy crying and ranting; do you have a second mouth to tell me more?” You said, “After all these years, why do I still talk like this?” I replied, “After all these years, have you changed your face?”

Ah, the tacit understanding between friends is built on such nonsensical banter.

Good camaraderie effortlessly bridges the gaps of time and lost connections, making it feel as though no time was lost at all.

You said, “I’m getting old. My memories are muddled. Sometimes I feel so annoyed, like the whole world is against me.

I often feel lonely and wonder why I work so hard, pushing myself like this.” You asked, “What’s wrong with this world? What’s wrong with society?

Where have truth and justice gone?”

You rambled on, and I listened silently.

Though you hadn’t touched a drop of alcohol, your words spilled out like the ramblings of someone intoxicated. You must’ve been hurt deeply. On this chilly autumn evening.

It’s okay. A cup of hot tea can soothe your nerves; a cup of coffee can awaken you to life.

As for alcohol? Best to leave it be. You lack the tolerance, the courage, and even the recklessness to let it embolden you.

Why bother?

Let’s ask the universe to send you blessings.

The Tarot card you drew was Devil’s Play. Ha! What an incredible coincidence.

Indeed, you live in the moment.

Your happiness is obvious in the bursts of hearty laughter you let out. Your worries are clear from the way you gasp in surprise and cry out loud. Your anger is visible in your flushed face and clenched fists.

You’re a woman of unbridled authenticity, bold and straightforward.

You are unpretentious, unapologetically cool, and free of pretense. That’s precisely why I like you, just as you are.

May your future be smooth and fulfilling.

Infinite blessings to you.

#DreamCatcher

#Alyson

#Tarot