【我的認知與理解】
這是非主流派 Richard Rudd 關於 Projector 等候正式邀請的關鍵和秘密，看起來有點神秘又奇妙，卻是大多數人忽略的事實。
大部份導能者，因為無法忍受長期的「不受認同」、「被忽略」、「擔心邀請不出現」、「錯過了這次，邀請不再來」等等的大腦思考而自我妥協，以致未經內在自主權的確認與核實，當場就立刻接受了錯誤的邀請，隨後即進入了遙遙無期的苦澀之中⋯⋯甚至無法回歸到正確的生命軌跡分形線上。
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Projector/導能者/投射者的棘手事務
作者：Richard Rudd
當一個人成為Human Design（人類圖/人類設計/人設圖/人體圖設計）分析師時，有一個不尋常的現象發生了。那就是，每當一個人向公眾解讀時，他們總是以各種模式出現。我接觸過的每一個分析師都有這樣的經歷。
本週，我有（解讀）了導能者。在12次解讀中，我已經看到了9個導能者。這意味著有9個人急切地想被認出他們是誰，而大多數人不知道他們是誰。你可以想像這一周是怎樣的一個星期！
然而，所有這些導能者都讓我思考。從我在「屋頂」上的第六爻線來看，我花了很多時間觀察導能者，我的最終結論是，他們是一個棘手的領域。
在我們遺傳學的層次結構中，導能者被設計為處於頂端。他們是人類的自然嚮導，特別是對Generator（生產者）和Manifesting Generator（顯生者）。然而，諸神有一種有趣的幽默感，因為在把導能者放在全球等級制度的頂端時，祂們也確保了他們不能濫用權力。祂們把他們放在頂層，但祂們沒有給他們自己的權力。諸神所做的是給他們引導別人的權力。沒有辦法，除非他們得到認可，否則任何導能者都不可能實現他們的使命。
那麼，讓我們考慮導能者的營銷策略。他們可以做些什麼來提高他們被認可的機會？
大多數導能者都知道，如果他們試圖主動吸引註意力，通常會以災難告終。他們畢竟有一個設計來等待。坐在等級制度的頂端，每個導能者都帶有某種遺傳性的「傲慢」。我並不是說的是來自於自我的傲慢。這是一種細胞式的傲慢，帶在他們的Aura（能量場）中，幾乎無法察覺。它說的是：「我正好有你需要的東西，但我不會把它給你。你必須要來找我，向我要，即使這樣，我也可能認為你不值得我的指導。」
這就是每一個導能者在他們的化學層面上真正陳述的東西。這是很強大的東西。如果他們有勇氣相信這種隱藏的力量，他們所要做的就是等待合適的人出現。在此期間，他們能做的是承擔一個與他們的策略相匹配的角色。換句話說，他們扮演的角色要讓別人知道他們的特殊天賦並表明他們願意接受邀請。然後，他們坐下來，等待。他們還需要為他們的天賦收取高價，因為這確實符合他們的策略。
奇怪的是，這樣做反而會使人感到厭煩。因此，很少有導能者聲稱自己的東西是理所當然的。他們必須堅持認可，從他們的朋友、客戶，甚至他們的家人那裡得到。如果他們沒有得到認可，那麼他們就被榨乾了，他們應該把精力從這個聯盟中抽離出來。
人們總是問我，等待回應的Generator策略和等待被邀請的導能者策略之間的真正區別是什麼。差別是巨大的。骶骨（薦骨）中心一直在對生命做出反應，這取決於它與哪個或哪些中心相連。這對Generator來說是一個持續的過程。
對導能者來說，邀請是比較罕見的，而且非常具體。記住，導能者的策略只針對生活中最重要的事情，如工作、關係、環境等。其餘的時間，導能者只是按照他們的內在自主權（無論那是什麼）生活，而他們正在等待大的邀請。
有時，導能者不得不為一個邀請等待多年，但當邀請到來時，他們的餘生就在它後面。我見過這種情況。一個大的邀請就是整個職業生涯的開始。
所以導能者的棘手業務是關於等待大的邀請。這比簡單地回應生活需要更大的勇氣。我有一個導能者朋友，三年前就得到了她的解讀，現在仍然在等待大的邀請。
顯然，她的生活一直在照常進行，但所有的時間她都在等待她的真正認可。但她不再願意妥協了。Human Design的神奇之處在於，即使你沒有馬上得到邀請，你的等待仍然會改變你身體的細胞。我的導能者朋友對她的策略越來越有信心，因為她越來越不需要認可。她已經看到她的策略在許多小方面發揮了作用，她知道大的邀請只是時間問題。
導能者的去制約是最棘手的事情。他們中的許多人無法堅持到最後。等待對導能者的作用是讓他們看到他們是多麼渴望得到認可。這讓他們看到在過去，他們是如何為了得到錯誤的認可而不惜犧牲自己的生命。所以，許多導能者因為錯誤的事情而被認可，儘管別人可能認為他們很了不起。
但他們的內心並不感到滿足。對導能者來說，最大的諷刺是，只有當他們放下對自己是否被看到的關心時，他們才最終被看到。這就是等待對他們的作用。它告訴他們如何放開手腳，相信自己的設計。它教會他們堅持不懈地等待完美的邀請，而不是在只有一半認可的情況下渾渾噩噩地度過他們的生活。
導能者必須找到勇氣來要求屬於他們的東西；房子裡最好、最豪華、最昂貴的座位。
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The Tricky business of Projectors
by Richard Rudd
There is an unusual phenomenon that takes place when one becomes a Human Design analyst. That is, whenever one gives readings to the public, they always come in patterns. Every analyst I have spoken to has had this same experience.
This week I have had Projectors. Out of 12 readings I've seen 9 Projectors. That's 9 people desperate to be recognised for who they are, and most not knowing who they are. You can imagine what kind of a week it's been!
However, all these Projectors have got me thinking. From my sixth line view of being on the roof, I have spent much time observing Projectors, and my final conclusion is that they are a tricky business.
In the hierarchy of our genetics, the Projectors are designed to be at the top. They are the natural guides for humanity and in particular for generators and manifesting generators. The gods however, have a funny sense of humour, because in placing
the Projectors at the top of the global hierarchy, they also made sure that they couldn't abuse their power. They put them at the top, but they gave them no power of their own. What the gods did is give them the power to guide others. There is no way that any Projector is ever going to be able to fulfil their destiny unless they are recognised.
Let us consider then, the marketing strategy of the Projector. What can they do to enhance their chances of being recognised?
Most projectors know that if they try and draw attention to themselves actively, it usually ends in disaster. They have a design to wait after all. Sitting at the top of the hierarchy, every Projector carries a certain sense of genetic arrogance. I am not talking about the arrogance that comes from the ego. This is a cellular arrogance carried in their aura, almost undetectable. What it says is: 'I have exactly the thing that you need, but I'm not going to give it to you. You are going to have to come and find me and ask me for it, and even then I might not consider you to be worthy of my guidance.'
That is what every Projector is really saying at the level of their chemistry. It's powerful stuff. If they have the courage to trust in this hidden power, all they have to do is wait for the right person to come along. In the meantime, what they can do is carry a role that matches their strategy. In other words, they assume a role that lets others know what their particular gifts are, and that they are open to invitations. Then they sit back and wait. They also need to charge a high price for their gifts because this really matches their strategy.
Strangely enough, this does the opposite of putting people off. So few Projectors claim what is theirs by right. They have to insist on recognition, from their friends, their clients, even their family. If they are not being recognised, then they are being drained and they should pull their energies away from that alliance.
People are always asking me what the real difference is between the Generator strategy of waiting to respond and the Projector strategy of waiting to be invited. The difference is vast. The sacral centre simply responds to life all the time, depending on which centre or centres it's connected to. This is an ongoing process for the Generator.
For the Projector, invitations are rarer and very specific. Remember that the Projector strategy is only for the most important things in life, such as job, relationship, environment etc. The rest of the time, Projectors simply live according to their authority (whatever that may be) while they are waiting for the big invitations.
Sometimes Projectors have to wait for years just for one invitation, but when it comes, the rest of their life is riding just behind it. I have seen this happen. One big invitation is the introduction to a whole career.
So the tricky business of Projectors is about waiting for the big invitations. It takes a lot more courage than simply responding to life. I have one Projector friend who was given her Human Design reading 3 years ago and is still waiting for the big invitation. Obviously, her life has been going on as usual, but all the time she is waiting for her real recognition. But she is no longer willing to compromise. The magic of Human Design is that even if you don't get the invitation right away, your waiting still transforms the cells of your body. My Projector friend has become more and more assured of her strategy as she becomes less and less in need of recognition. She has seen her strategy work in so many small ways that she knows that the big invitation is only a matter of time.
The deconditioning of Projectors is the trickiest business of all. Many of them do not last the course. What waiting does for the Projector is show them how desperate they are for recognition. It shows them how in the past they have been willing to compromise their lives even to get the wrong recognition. So many Projectors are recognised for the wrong things, and even though others may think they are great,
they simply don't feel fulfilled inside. For Projectors the greatest irony of all is that it is only when they let go of caring whether they are seen, that they finally are seen. This is what waiting does for them. It shows them how to let go and trust in their design. It teaches them to hold out for the perfect invitation instead of just muddling through their life with only half-recognitions.
Projectors have to find the courage to claim what is rightfully theirs; the best, most luxurious and most expensive seat in the house.
