2024 1123 阿翔：慈悲 Compassion
生病後的阿翔像是被折斷了翅膀，只能在小小屋子裡橫衝飛撞，滿身傷。
阿翔覺自己很沒有用處，被拋棄是理所當然的結果。
可，他很痛，痛得不知該如何表達，可以如何訴說。
阿翔從小內向，有點小孤僻，所以沒有什麼朋友。
從平凡世界跌落到地獄幽谷，這路，走得比以往更蕭條，更孤單，更痛苦，但別無他法，掙脫不開，逃脫不了。
阿翔說不是不想積極，生病的狀況，到哪都被人嫌棄，沒有機會，又能怎麼積極。
積極是給給平平穩穩站在世界上的人。
是啊！這世界本就不公平，人的出生、際遇也不公平。我們習慣仰望，看著閃耀光芒的優秀人物，我們討厭低頭，那是把自己最脆弱的部位顯露給他人，久了，也就看不到在底層辛苦如螻蟻的人們。
我們又是用什麼立場去說別人是不夠努力還是不夠辛勤。
沒人願意這般悲苦的活著的。
聊著聊著，這樣沉重的話題讓我不敢掉以輕心，每次的回應都比平時更為謹慎和小心。
請宇宙給辛苦的你祝福，抽到的塔羅牌是【慈悲Compassion】。
願你身邊的人待你多些耐心與鼓勵，願你對他們的回應也能多些溫柔與祥和。願愛在你們之間流動，且生生不息。
2024.11.23 Ah-Hsiang: Compassion
After falling ill, Ah-Hsiang seemed like a bird with broken wings, trapped in a tiny room, crashing into walls, accumulating wounds.
He felt useless, believing that being abandoned was the inevitable outcome. But he was in pain—so much pain that he didn’t know how to express it or where to begin.
Ah-Hsiang had been introverted and a bit reclusive since childhood, so he didn’t have many friends.
Falling from an ordinary life into the depths of hell, this journey felt even bleaker, lonelier, and more agonizing than anything before. There was no other way—no escape, no release.
Ah-Hsiang said it wasn’t that he didn’t want to be proactive. But in his condition, wherever he went, he was met with rejection. Without opportunities, how could he muster positivity?
Proactiveness, he said, is for those who stand firmly on steady ground in the world.
He’s right. This world is inherently unfair, and so are the circumstances of birth and the encounters we face.
We’ve grown used to looking up, admiring the brilliance of outstanding individuals. We hate looking down because it reveals our most vulnerable side to others. Over time, we lose sight of those struggling at the bottom, toiling like ants. On what grounds do we judge others as lacking effort or diligence?
No one chooses to live a life filled with such sorrow and hardship.
As the conversation deepened, its heaviness made me extra cautious, responding with greater care and mindfulness than usual.
May the universe bless those who endure such struggles. The Tarot card drawn for you is Compassion.
May those around you treat you with patience and encouragement, and may your responses to them be filled with gentleness and peace.
May love flow between you, endlessly and eternally.
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