<div class=draft-block draft--p left>曾經有人說我這一生只是沙子</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>不只是我</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>還有當時身邊的幾個朋友</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left> </div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>他特別叮囑我</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>不要太自負</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left> </div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>我不服氣</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>如果注定只是沙子</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>自負與否又如何呢</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left> </div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>曾想努力有所貢獻</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>但畢竟只是沙子</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>很快就放棄了</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>曾想努力出人頭地</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>但終究太過自負</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>沙子孤芳自賞</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left> </div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>常常對著太平洋</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>堆疊起腳下的鵝卵石</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>想著它們都比我偉大</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>我只是一粒沙子</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left> </div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>常常覺得一粒沙子</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>在這樣的人類的身體裡</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>未免太不自由</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>應該幹掉這身體</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>到海闊天空裡</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>海風、潮聲</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>或許才是真正的家</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left> </div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>想過口袋裡裝滿石頭</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>到海裡去;<br> 想過脖子綁好夠長的繩子</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>另一端繫在某座大橋的欄杆上往下跳;</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>想過喝半瓶威士忌</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>吃幾顆安眠藥</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>再用塑膠袋套頭密封起來睡覺。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>雖然刺激、好玩、有趣</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>但暫時不能實踐</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>因為還有些事情只有我能做好</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>就算是一粒沙子</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>在天地之間</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>還是有獨一無二的位置</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>大家都獨一無二</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>獨一無二就不獨特了</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>大家是一個整體</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>那麼生或死</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>都不會分開彼此</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left> </div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>讀了〈廚房〉一文</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>覺得能從這樣小小的空間</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>細膩地寫出深刻的生命體驗</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>帶出感人的人生視野</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>很是厲害</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>我能從小小的沙子寫出什麼呢?</div>