Projector的關鍵苦澀：性與孩子

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有時我會到一些連我自己都覺得奇怪的地方。當我看著Projector（導能者/投射者）並在性方面思考時，我對導能者的瞭解之一就是導能者——我說這句話的方式必須非常小心，好嗎？——如果我們能夠到達一個每個人都活出自己的本性並且處於階級制度有其適當順序的地方，那麼導能者就永遠不會生孩子，也永遠不會「製造」孩子。不要以為我知道。但這是真的。這不是導能者的意義所在。

在所有類型中，當你看導能者時，他們是最遠離社會繁殖本質的類型。事實上，如果導能者在這裡，基本上它的工作方式是導能者進入，他們完成他們的工作，他們不會留下任何東西。他們沒有留下任何基因遺傳物質。沒有。

當然，這不是它的運作方式。他們處於薦骨區域的深層制約同化中，導能者與Reflector（反映者）非常非常非常不同。Reflector不同於其他所有類型，並且不遵循相同的準則。當你專門跟導能者打交道時，瞭解一些事情非常重要：他們不是繁殖性的。他們的本性並不是在這裡給世界帶來生命，這不是他們的本性。真的不是。

哦！是的，他們當然可以（生孩子），他們可以被制約同化成這樣做。他們可以被制約同化為可生育的。以生育為制約同化，是關於處於他們不應該位於某人的Aura（能量場）中。因為那樣他們最終會繁殖。你看，導能者，他們既不產生也不顯現。每次他們進入這些領域中的任何一個時，他們都會遭受這種制約的後果，因為它不適合他們。

他們在這裡被認可並被賞識為嚮導。他們來這裡是為了獲得作為這些嚮導的能量。不妨想想導能者的性行為。導能者只有一種方法可以知道一段關係究竟是否有價值。那就是必須被邀請。但在那之後，一切都超出了他們的控制。

他們不會被邀請參加這種性行為或那種性行為或其他東西。他們將進入關係振動，他們將進入那裡的生成或顯現能量場，他們將被那個能量場統治。而不是他們。 你看，他們不是在最深層次的地方，擔心他們給這個世界帶來了什麼。 他們站在最深的層次上，以確保世界繼續運轉。從某種意義上說，對於導能者來說，我們都是孩子。

你知道一個導能者看著其餘的能量類型，看著他們說，噢！他們需要指導嗎？ 所有這些可憐的小孩子，孩子們都迷路了，我最好帶他們去，給他們指路。因為那是導能者真正的孩子。他們把每個人都看成如此。

因為他們看到絕大多數的能量類型都只是混亂的。亂如戀人，亂如朋友，亂如勞工。你知道導能者會收到來自這些類型的「噓⋯⋯」，然後看著他們說「親愛的，冷靜吧。冷靜，沒事。」如果你沒有清楚地進入，那不是一個容易的性生活。如果你沒有清楚（及正確）地進入它，那不是一種容易的親密關係。真的不是。

這可能會非常痛苦，請記住，導能者不能那麼容易離開。他們不是會甩門的Manifestor（顯現者）。他們不是等待回應逃跑的Generator（生產者）。我認識的很多導能者都會維持關係，直到很明顯他們被邀請離去。你看，這是最糟糕的方式。

你必須明白它是相反的角度。導能者的工作是能夠說，「那就是門口。接受它。」他們是來這裡指導我們的人，為我們指明方向。他們是唯一可以告訴我們去哪裡的人。而不是該做什麼。或該去哪兒。為了保持所有交通暢通，保持一切和諧，這就是他們來這裡的目的。

因此，在他們的健康和親密關係中，你可以看到導能者非常困難。他們很難融入那個世界。而且因為他們沒有持續的生產或顯現能力在戰略中時時刻刻運作以擺脫它，這並不容易！如果他們犯了一個錯誤，這個錯誤會困擾他們幾十年，幾十年之久。

因為你看，他們需要該鏈接，他們需要能量。他們不能沒有它。在這一生中，沒有人比導能者更能忍受虐待，沒有人。他們忍受了巨大的虐待。他們被能量類型利用。他們被能量類型濫用。他們由能量類型保持在他們的位置，而導能者只是獨自承受其痛苦。沒有人看見我，沒有人欣賞我。當你遇到這些人時，你會真正感受到這種痛苦。

它始於策略。你看，邀請就是認可。哦，這可能不是最好的邀請，還會有其他邀請，有很多。但是你看見了認可。有人視見你，是一個導能者，沒有什麼比這更美的了。這是導能者的一大諷刺，你總是會注意到他們。你不能錯過他們。你知道，他們會有白頭髮，穿著工作服。不會錯過他們。他們總是在人群中脫穎而出，你不能錯過他們。他們就在那裡，每個人都注意到導能者，每個人！導能者的內心：「有人會注意到我嗎？會有人看到我是誰嗎？」

Projectors and sexuality

Sometimes I get to places that even I find little bizarre. When I look at the projector and I think in terms of sexuality, one of things that I know about the projector is that the projector, I have to be very careful the way I say this, okay? If we could get to a place where everybody was living out their nature and the hierarchy had its proper order, projectors would never give birth to children and would never make them. Do not think I know. But it's true. This is not what projectors are about.

And of all of the types, when you look at the projector, they are the ones that are the furthest away from the reproductive nature of society. In fact if projectors were here, basically the way it would work is that projectors would come in, they do their job and they leave nothing behind. They leave no genetic material behind. Nothing.

And of course this is not the way it works. They are in the deep conditioning of the sacral field and the projector is very, very, very different from the reflector. Reflectors are different from everything else and don't follow under the same guidelines. When you're dealing specifically with the projector, it's very important to understand something: they are NOT generative. They are not here by their very nature to bring life into the world, it is not their nature. Just isn't.

Oh yes they can, they can be conditioned to do so. They can be conditioned to be fertile. And to be conditioned by being fertile, is about being in the aura of somebody that they should not be in the aura with. Because then they end up being reproductive. See projectors, they are neither generating nor manifesting. And every time they enter into any of those realms they suffer the consequences of that conditioning because it is not for them.

They are here to be recognized and recognized as guides. And they're here to be rewarded with energy for being those guides. Think about the sexuality then of a projector. That projector only has one way of knowing whether or not a relationship is valuable after all. Have to be invited. But after that everything is out of their control.

They're not going to be invited to this kind of sexuality or that kind of sexuality or whatever. They're going to get into the relationship vibrations, they’re going to get into the generative or manifesting field that's there and they're going to be ruled by that field. It is not them.

You see, they are not here at the deepest level, to worry about what they bring into the world. They’re here at the deepest level, to make sure the world keeps going. And in a sense for projectors, we’re all children.

You know a projector looks out at the rest of the energy types and looks at them and says boy, do they need guidance. All these poor little children, boy are they lost. I better take them along and show them the way. Because that's the real children of the projector. They see it and everyone.

Because they see that the vast majority of energy types are just chaotic. Chaotic as lovers, chaotic as friends, chaotic as workers. You know the projector gets “Booo…” that comes in from these types and looks to them and says “come down dear. Come down, it's okay”. That's not an easy sex life if you don't enter into it clear. That's not an easy intimacy if you don't enter into it clear. It just isn't.

It can be very painful and remember that the projector can't get out so easy. They're not manifestors that slam the door. They’re not generators waiting for the response to run out. So many projectors I know will stay in a relationship until it's obvious they're being invited to go. You know, this is the way, the worst.

And you have to understand it's the other way around. See the job of the projector is to be able to say there's the door. Take it. They're the ones that are here to guide us, to point the way. They’re the only ones who can tell us where to go. Not what to do. Where to go. To keep all the traffic moving, to keep everything in harmony, that's what they're here for.

So in their health and in their sexuality in their intimacy you can see the projectors have a really hard time. They have a hard time fitting into that world. And because they don't have the ongoing generative or manifesting capacity to operate in the strategy moment by moment to get out of it, it's not easy! If they make a mistake that mistaken haunt them for decades, decades.

Because you see, they need the link, they need the energy. They CAN’T be without it. Nobody puts up with more abuse in this life than projectors, nobody. They put up with the enormous abuse. They are taken advantage of by energy types. They are abused by energy types. They are kept in their place by energy types, and the projector just suffers its bitterness alone. Nobody sees me, nobody appreciates me. It's a pain that you can literally feel when you meet these beings.

It starts with the strategy. You see the invitation is recognition. Oh it may not be the best invitation and there will be others, there's lots of them. But you see there comes the recognition. Somebody is seeing you and is a projector to be seen there is nothing more beautiful. And it's the great irony of projectors, you always notice them. You can't miss them. You know, they would have white hair and wear overalls. Can’t miss them. They always stand out in a crowd, you can't miss them. They’re there, everybody notices the projector, everybody! And there's the projector inside: “will anybody notice me? Will anybody see who I am?”