I don't know what I am doing here. Everything is tired. lack of confidence. I am tired of this life, but I still need to move.
I may look normal and get better outside, but deep inside of me is withering.
我極度疲倦,我只想要辭職,但好像又要繼續撐下去,總是要拿個護照吧?睡多一點就好了吧?
目前男朋友沒什麼路用,都不覺得他是男朋友。只是覺得談分手也沒什麼必要。
雖然我可以說因為我皮質醇過低,造成疲倦不堪,已經吃藥一個禮拜,應該會慢慢好轉吧,但長期以來的疲倦好像怎麼樣都消除不掉。
被診斷為20年的躁鬱症,最近我和台灣醫生也開始覺得或許我不是躁鬱症?