Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺
Having grasped the essence of this passage:
“I once thought life was a straight path to the end,
Ignoring the myriad variables that fill life.
Now I realize that my previous belief was delusion,
Actually, the changes in life are the required courses
No matter how I has a strong inner self,
It cannot withstand repeated collisions and blows.
From the reality of pain to the profound impact of these variables
The word "change" always instills fear, fearing that before the turning point in life arrives, one is already overwhelmed by the tsunami caused by "change," with no breathing space left.
水一直上升 … 上升 … 上升 …
In a confined space, the water keeps rising... rising... rising...
Apparently, the skill to survive at such times lies not in swimming technique but in holding one's breath.
Only by holding one's breath is there a chance to find vitality below.
Only by holding one's breath can one seize the moment to survive.
就是常在這點上吃大虧 ~ 憋不住氣
I have often suffered greatly at this point - unable to hold my breath.
Always experiencing the pain of survival at any cost, coupled with a poor memory, falling into a vicious cycle of starting over until I hold my breath for the last time, exert all my strength, and free myself from the endless cycle despite the scars.
The pain is too much, more than a year has passed, yet the wounds still bleed profusely.
Recently, a job opportunity has come knocking.
Should I jump back into the fire and continue to suffer?
Exercise caution and fear!
For me, cherishing life is more important.