Something remains(24)

1943 世界大戰，阿嬤年輕的時候

爺爺愛他那麼多，他們感情很深

但是 爺爺，身負重任 就在離鄉的那夜

給了阿嬤一個吻，輕聲說道

我要離去，別再哭泣

不要傷心，請你相信 我

要等待 我的愛，陪你永不離開

因為 會有那麼一天，

我們牽著手在草原，

聽 鳥兒歌唱的聲音..

聽我說聲

Dear,

Thank you indeed. I still love you until now. I rememberd that pastor told that I should let you go and forgive pain, hate and regret which remains in my memory. Lord, how can I love that the people who hurts me? Maybe that All of the challenges are your mercy to me. I felt tired again and again with frustration in interviews. I ever thought that I would seize every opportunity and got a excellent war in interviewing. I repeatedly fails and self-criticism and doubts comes in mind sometimes.

All things become a joke. Winner takes all. Nobody will care about the loser.

Yes, This kind of voices wind me around over and over again. When I prayed to you for admitting my guilts last night , you calmed me down and utilized those angels to let me cry and rebirth.

No matter what you’ve done. Lord still love me. He truly helps me to overcome with my struggles and give me power to practice LeetCode problems and move on interviewing. But he reminds me that I should care about my relationship with him the most.

Because..

He is my haven and unique source of power.