Sixteen Diary - Flower in the thorns

Hey, Stranger. How have you been today? Do you feel more comfortable or happier than yesterday?

Nothing important than yourself but I know that God is the biggest and I should that obey his words more than mine. Lord, I don’t want to let myself stay in such weak circumstance that I ever experienced pain. Everybody has their sorrowful stories, however no one can judge their future even imaging why do they happen such things. No one escaped from life mock nonetheless someone can catch his ambition to get over the difficulties no matter how they got success or not. They got a reborn self that I really admired and anticipated myself to overcome my feeble again and again.
Today, Some of the recruiter invite me to interview. That’s really an inspiring new to me; on the other hand, I still think that I can’t achieve their expectation in their imagination. The coffee shop filled with hard-working people and loud and leisure music around. That I ever imagined that I would stand American land and proud of myself someday but it actually just a dream if I can’t build foundation first and turning crisis to turning point; in that case, I will be stand in Taiwan that can’t do more things in the future. What is a horror in my next ten years. I can’t accept this evidence in my life although I still have unsure determination about studying aboard. Lord, you give me strength from abyss and save us life. Help me more to overcome my weakness and I put them in front of you. I know that you’re god no matter what the result is. I love you always and I know that you’re the same, too.

　　Be gentle and brace up!

1. Obedient a.服從的，順從的，恭順的
e.g. She is obedient to his parent.
e.g. We sat down, obedient to the wishes of Oliver.

2. 憂愁 sad, worried, depressed, gloomy, with a sorrowful heart

3. 嘲弄 to mock, to deride, to jeer, to make fun of , to poke fun at, to trifle with

4. 但是 adv. conj. nonetheless

5. slander v.毀謗

e.g. No matter how they slander us, we will never give in（讓步）.

6. 一方面 one side, one facet, for one thing, on the one hand, for one thing, for another, on the one part, on the other part.

7. 那麼 then, so, in such a manner (or way), in that case.

8. 深淵 abyss, chasm, gulf

9. Bustle v.催促，忙碌，充滿(+ with)
e.g. The city is bustling with life.

10. Brace v.振作，鼓起勇氣 (+up)
e.g. She braced up for the arduous（艱鉅的）task.