When you realise the hours of practice a good pianist has to put in each day before performing a superb concert, you will begin to understand why you have to keep ever on the alert to be able to live this spiritual life the way it should be lived. It does not mean you have to strain, but it does mean you have to be constantly on the alert and aware of what is happening, especially at first. Like the pianist practising for perfection having to go over and over a certain difficult piece before reaching a feeling of satisfaction, so do you have to go over and over the same ground, learning the same lessons until they have become so much a part of you that you cannot separate yourself from them, for they are ingrained. Remember, no one else can live this life for you; no one else can do your practising for you. Only you can do it. So why not start doing it now?