Lauv - First Heartbreak【英文歌曲翻譯】

[Verse 1]

I wanna tell you

我想告訴你

I'm right here

我就在這裡

But I'm still so angry even after all these years

但即使多年過去，我依然憤怒不已

I know your family was falling apart

我知道你的家庭四分五裂

So I don't blame you, but I still have a heart

所以我不怪你，但我還是心痛著

[Chorus]

All of my friends and my therapist say

所有的朋友和我的治療師都說

That it's nothing and I've gone insane

這沒什麼，但我已經瘋了

Everyone says I'm a narcissist

所有人都說我是個自戀者

Truth is, I just haven't dealt with the blame

事實是，我只是還未面對內心的自責

You chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend

你選擇了毒品，如今其他人都成了你的朋友

And I'm left in the flame

而我卻被留在火焰中燃燒

There's nothing like first heartbreak

沒有什麼比初次心碎更痛

[Verse 2]

Know I should move on

我知道我應該向前走

God knows I've tried

老天知道我試過了

But I hit this strange wall without you by my side

但沒有你在我身邊，我撞上了一堵陌生的牆

We were forever, at one point in time

我們曾經是永遠，曾經那麼美好

The night you left me

在你離開的那一晚

You left me half alive

你讓我半死不活

[Chorus]

I started running, got faster and faster

我開始奔跑，越來越快

But I just couldn't get away

但我就是無法逃離

All of my problems got bigger and bigger

所有的問題越來越大

Until I couldn't feel the pain

直到我麻木於痛苦

'Cause you chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend

因為你選擇了毒品，如今其他人都成了你的朋友

And I'm going insane

而我卻快要瘋掉

There's nothing like first heartbreak

沒有什麼比初次心碎更痛

[Post-Chorus]

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

哦，哦—哦—哦，哦，哦—哦—哦

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh

哦，哦—哦—哦，哦

[Outro]

I had to lose you to find myself

我不得不失去你，才能找到自己

You can't know heaven until you know hell

你不曾感受地獄，就無法體會天堂

I'll always love you, even if you're gone

我會永遠愛你，即使你已不在

I'm letting go but always holding on

我學會放手，但心中卻始終放不下