[Verse 1]
I wanna tell you我想告訴你
I'm right here
我就在這裡
But I'm still so angry even after all these years
但即使多年過去，我依然憤怒不已
I know your family was falling apart
我知道你的家庭四分五裂
So I don't blame you, but I still have a heart
所以我不怪你，但我還是心痛著
[Chorus]
All of my friends and my therapist say
所有的朋友和我的治療師都說
That it's nothing and I've gone insane
這沒什麼，但我已經瘋了
Everyone says I'm a narcissist
所有人都說我是個自戀者
Truth is, I just haven't dealt with the blame
事實是，我只是還未面對內心的自責
You chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend
你選擇了毒品，如今其他人都成了你的朋友
And I'm left in the flame
而我卻被留在火焰中燃燒
There's nothing like first heartbreak
沒有什麼比初次心碎更痛
[Verse 2]
Know I should move on
我知道我應該向前走
God knows I've tried
老天知道我試過了
But I hit this strange wall without you by my side
但沒有你在我身邊，我撞上了一堵陌生的牆
We were forever, at one point in time
我們曾經是永遠，曾經那麼美好
The night you left me
在你離開的那一晚
You left me half alive
你讓我半死不活
[Chorus]
I started running, got faster and faster
我開始奔跑，越來越快
But I just couldn't get away
但我就是無法逃離
All of my problems got bigger and bigger
所有的問題越來越大
Until I couldn't feel the pain
直到我麻木於痛苦
'Cause you chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend
因為你選擇了毒品，如今其他人都成了你的朋友
And I'm going insane
而我卻快要瘋掉
There's nothing like first heartbreak
沒有什麼比初次心碎更痛
[Post-Chorus]
Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh
哦，哦—哦—哦，哦，哦—哦—哦
Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh
哦，哦—哦—哦，哦
[Outro]
I had to lose you to find myself
我不得不失去你，才能找到自己
You can't know heaven until you know hell
你不曾感受地獄，就無法體會天堂
I'll always love you, even if you're gone
我會永遠愛你，即使你已不在
I'm letting go but always holding on
我學會放手，但心中卻始終放不下
