[Stefan] I'm trying again.
[Stefan] I should try again. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
昨暝 ê 夢,想起來真毋甘。實在講,咱嘛知彼毋是「昨暝 ê 夢」,只是 Stefan 閣一改輪迴轉去 1984年 七月初九 彼工。
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伊仝款目睭擘予金、起床洗喙、空腹食藥仔、看著 in tó͘-sàng 出來房間外
牽門、父仔囝鬥陣食早頓,共 in 老爸講起媽媽留下 ê
互動式小說《Bandersnatch》,猶有伊改編 tng-leh 設計 ê 電腦 giàn-muh.
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猶毋過這改 in 爸 Peter 無閣再問 Stefan 早頓 boeh 配啥,只是共隔壁 ê la̍h-犬趕予走。尾仔 Stefan 出外坐 bá-suh ,tī 車頂掛耳機收聽“
Hold Me Now”,liâm-mi 經過一塊用烏漆噴「No future」ê khăm-páng.
用烏漆噴「No future」ê khăm-páng. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
“ We've met before ? ”
到遮為止咱攏 lia̍h-chún 劇情無啥變化,毋過等 Stefan 人到位、tī Tuckersoft kah Colin 再一次見面 ê 時……,
[Tucker] The state of him. He's made enough this year to buy a Lamborghini. And he still smokes roll-ups.
[Colin clicks the lighter.] 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
Colin 頭犁犁,ná 聽 Tucker 介紹 Stefan 予伊熟似,ná 提 lài-tah 共喙內 teh pok ê 手工薰捲點予 to̍h. 伊攑頭一下看,發覺講伊 kah Stefan 兩个人 tàm 這个時空閣再相會。
[Colin] We've met before ? 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
雖然 Stefan 共應無,毋過 Colin 猶是 teh 憢疑伊 kah Stefan 敢是 bat tī toeh 見面。
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Colin 隨向 Tucker kah Stefan 兩人展示伊 tng-leh 進行 ê 工課。
" That is what I'm working on. "
[Stefan] Nohzdyve.
Colin 啥 to 猶未解說,Stefan 就已經知影這塊 giàn-muh ê 名叫啥、án-nóa 讀。
而且“Nohzdyve”運作有重耽 ê 時陣,Stefan 嘛隨講出原因, 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Stefan] Buffer error.
The eyeball sprite's overshot the video memory.
[Colin] How did you know that ? 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Stefan] Just did.
保留當時記持 koh 選一改,
敢有影通行向光明 ê 前途?
有看予 chim-chiok--無?雖然看來 Stefan ná-chiōⁿ 有機會轉去到 tng-當時,經歷仝款 ê 代誌、進行 kah 頂遍 sio-siāng ê 對話,毋過事實講,伊 kah Colin 兩人,只不過保留 tī 另外一个時空 ê 記持;這馬所講--ê, kah 當初彼時所講--ê 根本有精差。
Stefan 仝款來展示伊 ê giàn-muh Demo. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Colin] Don't worship him, he's the Thief of Destiny.
[Stefan] You've read Bandersnatch ? 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Colin] Jerome F. Davies. Visionary.
[Tucker] Isn't he that bloke who went cuckoo and cut his wife's head off ?
[Colin] That is what people tend to focus on, yes.
[Stefan] Which ending did you get ? When you read it.
[Colin] All of them.
Stefan 聽 kah 目頭結結,猶袂赴思考 Colin 所講 ê 意思,joystick 就 koh 予 Tucker 搶去。這改 Stefan 無隨共 joystick 提轉來,顛倒有淡薄仔緊張,ná 向 Tucker 解說伊猶未替《Bandersnatch》編寫另外一爿路徑,ná 共
liù-chhoaⁿ li̍h 起來。
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抑若 Colin 也已經讀過規本《Bandersnatch》原著小說,伊無 koh 共 Stefan chah ê 冊反開,顛倒開始弄手中 ê 細粒彩球。
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[Colin] A lot of divergent realities in that book. It was ahead of its time. In as much as time exists.
Colin 對這款時空轉換 ê 概念,nā-chhiōⁿ 真了解。Stefan mā tio̍h-ài koh 一改面對頭家 Tucker ê 提議,入來辦公室共《Bandersnatch》完成,boeh a̍h m̄?
Job Offer Redux 4-R REFUSE
這改系統就決定愛予 Stefan 共人拒絕。
[Stefan] No.
Stefan 去予 ka-kī 驚 tio̍h--ah. 伊毋知影 ka-kī 是 án-nóa 共人應無愛。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Stefan] No. I mean, yes, I want to do your game, but I-I just…
I just think I need- I need to…
I need to write it how I know. You know, just me. At home.
[Tucker] At home. On your own ?
[Stefan] Yeah, it's just that it's all in my head, and I think if I let other people in
it'll just get, I don't know, stressy ? 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Stefan] But I know that I can do it proper justice. The book.
You know, divergent story paths. Parallel realities.
[Colin] I get it. The lad's a craftsman. He's a lone woodsman.
I'm the same. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Colin] - It's like I say, teams are fine for things like action titles, but when it's a concept piece, bit of madness is what you need and that works best when it's one mind.
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[Tucker] Alright, Timothy Leary, we'll debate“The Doors of Perception ”later --
In 兩个 tàm 遐答喙鼓講起
Huxley kah Leary 兩位學家,彼是有因端--ê. 猶毋過日後有時間 chiah-koh 詳細解說其中奧妙奇巧 ê 部份。
總講一句,Stefan 猶原 kah 頭家講好共《Bandersnatch》完成,不過伊 boeh 一个人 tiàm 厝激頭殼,向望 tī 期限 9/12 進前共規个 giàn-muh 編寫予好。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
Stefan tòe Colin 兩人對展示 Demo ê 房間行出來轉來到辦公室。Colin 共問講平常時做工課 a̍h-sī 計畫出外,會聽啥款音樂?
[Colin] What you listen to ? To get in to the flow.
[Stefan] Er… Thompson Twins.
[Colin] Get a pen. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
Stefan 獨身轉來到厝,規个人 tiām-tiām 一句話 to 無講。Tú-hó in 爸 Peter tng-leh 用電烘爐共堅凍 ê 絞肉 thn̄g 予燒,越頭問 hāu-seⁿ 看覓允頭路 ê 情形啥款,Stefan 才共應付兩句仔。毋過 Peter 聽 tio̍h 足歡喜,boeh kah Stefan 握手 ê 時,Stefan 嫌 Peter ê 指頭仔頂面 bak 一寡來路不明 ê 肉幼仔,整個手 liâm-thi-thi.
鏡頭第二改 close up 彼塊薰屎觳仔。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Peter] Well done, mate.
[Stefan] You've got mince juice on your hands.
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Stefan 看 tio̍h in 爸 ê 指甲頂頭,猶有血色 chiâⁿ 明顯 ê 肉幼仔。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
Peter 有 sió-khóa-á ngāi-gio̍h, 緊去共手拭清氣。伊越頭 koh 向 Stefan 問講頭路會 án-nóa 進行,毋過 Stefan 應講會一个人踮厝共 giàn-muh 完成 ê 時,Peter 有淡薄仔質疑 kah 反對。
[Peter] Is that the best way to work on something like this ?
[Stefan] Why wouldn't it be ? 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
I write it here.
自彼日起,Stefan 就開始過這款,一个人 bih tī 房間編寫《Bandersnatch》ê 日子。細粒電視內,主持人 tng-leh 講評 Colin Ritman ê 新作品,對伊最近 ê 表現實在 chiâⁿ 呵咾、真 chàn-thàn.
[woman on TV] Well, the graphics are certainly impressive, Robin,
but the big question is, what's it like to play ? 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Robin] Well, the gameplay is just as impressive. I must say, this is a Colin Ritman game, so we'd expect little else, but even by his standards this is really most impressive. It's challenging, there's quite a big learning curve,
so you die a lot and have to try again but I didn't really mind that much.
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[woman] So it sounds great but what's your verdict, Robin ?
Stefan 翻頭轉來做伊 ê 事工。Tī 伊 ê 房間內有兩項 chok 要緊 ê 物件。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
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[Robin] Four stars out of five. Colin Ritman does it again.
[woman] So not quite perfect.
Stefan 細漢 ê 時陣,tī 五歲進前 kah 爸仔母仔規家伙仔同齊翕 ê 相片。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Robin] Well, nothing's perfect.
鴨卵較密嘛有縫,
摸心肝走揣必巡 ê 空
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場景換來做心理治療 ê 診所 kah 房間。Tī 遮,咱會 chhiōⁿ 擘鴨卵仝款,一層仔一層共 Stefan ê 心肝擘予開,看內中 ê 卵仁生做 án-nóa, 猶有伊逐工早起食 ê 藥仔藏啥物祕密。
Stefan kah Haynes-先生兩人 tī 專門做心理諮詢 ê 房間,談論伊本身最近 ê 遭遇。
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[Haynes] "The actual Colin Ritman," I believe you called him.
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[Stefan] Yeah, exactly. And Mr. Thakur's offering me the chance to work there in their own office alongside Colin.
[Stefan] And I just… I don't know. It was too… 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Haynes] - Too ? 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Stefan] - Good to be true. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Stefan] - I said no.
[Haynes] - You said no ?
[Stefan] Well, not to the whole thing, just to working there, being under their control.
I don't know where it came from, I just said no and then had to justify it by saying that I prefer to work alone.
[Stefan] - But I just don't know where the urge to say it came from. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Haynes] It sounds like you're growing in confidence.
I think it's a good sign.
[Stefan] Well, they're still letting me do the game, so…
[Haynes] Well done, Stefan. That's great. That's great.
“That's great.”Haynes-先生聽 tio̍h Stefan 猶原有機會替 Tuckersoft 設計 giàn-muh,mā chok 替伊歡喜--ê.
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Stefan 顛倒無 hiah 歡喜,目色暗淡,ná-chhiōⁿ 對 Dr.Haynes 有所懷疑。
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[Stefan] You sound like my dad.
[Haynes] Oh. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Stefan] Sorry. He gets on my nerves sometimes. Like this… I'm fine now, I don't see why I need to keep coming to these sessions.
It just feels like being… I don't know, monitored. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Haynes] Perhaps you're feeling intruded upon because of the anniversary looming. It's a difficult time of year for you. We can't underestimate that.
- Would you like to talk about what happened with your mother ?(40)
- It can be helpful to revisit things. Even if you feel you've done this before. You might discover something new.
Talk About Mum ? 5-L YES
Stefan 向 Haynes 坦白講起五歲彼冬,有一日早時伊 kah 阿母之間發生 ê 代誌。
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[Stefan] I keep thinking about that morning. Reliving it.
雖然較早 bat 講過,góa 會先單純共逐个階段、逐个選項做記錄,毋過 tàm 遮 góa 猶原 siōⁿ-boeh 小停一下,將本身 ê 想法講出喙。
無的確毋是因為咱拄著奇蹟,所致 tī 某乜情境中有才調遇著雙叉路。顛倒是因為咱姑不而將愛 tòe 時間向前,kan-na 孤一條路 kah 方向通好揀,才會翻頭想:「若準彼時(莫)按呢做 tō 好--ah.」。咱已經知影當初時 ê 選擇 tī 這馬造成 ê 發展,抑若另外一條路,因為咱無了解 tùi hia 行--loeh, 會 kiat 啥款後果,才會想像、掠準彼條路 phēng chín koh-khah 美好。
Tō chhan-chhiōⁿ Stefan 越頭看 ka-kī 五歲 ê 代誌,kan-na 會當 siōⁿ tio̍h,
伊較早 chok 愛 mo͘ h 一隻兔仔形 ê 尪仔;
Stefan 認定是按呢,毋才 hiah 細漢 tō 造成伊一世人 ê 遺憾 kah 悲劇。
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[Stefan] Rabbit. It was because of Rabbit.
畫面懸闊比率,ùi 16:9 變做 4:3。Stefan 講起 ka-kī ê 過去。
He was this stupid toy that my mum had made for me when I was born.
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[Stefan] I used to take him everywhere.
I think Dad thought it was sissy or something.
He and Munlm used to have these rows about it.
Stefan 細漢 ê 時陣,爸仔母定定為 tio̍h 敢 boeh 予伊耍尪仔來冤家。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
彼一暝 Stefan the tī 眠床 tng-leh 睏,聽 tio̍h 爸母 iū-koh 吵家抐宅 ê 對話;
伊 tih-boeh 失去 hit-隻心愛 ê 兔仔。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
In 爸 chông 入去 Stefan ê 房間共床板跤 ê 兔仔偷提去。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[dad] By five, he should've stopped playing with dolls.
[Stefan] I know he took rabbit away and hid it somewhere. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
囡仔時 ê Stefan ùi 睏眠中醒來,一蕊細珠 ê 目睭擘開,將老爸對伊所做 ê 一切攏看在眼內。隔工早起,in 阿母按算 boeh 轉去後頭厝看爸仔母;較早 Stefan 攏會 tòe 媽媽 kah 阿公阿媽見面,猶毋過這改伊四界揣無 hit-隻兔仔。
[Stefan] That morning, Mum was going to visit Granddad and Grandma.
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[Stefan] - I was supposed to be going with her, but I couldn't find Rabbit anywhere.
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[Stefan] - And I refused to go without him.
[mum] Come on, Stefan, we're going to be late. Are you coming or not ?
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Stefan in 阿母問伊 boeh 去揣阿公阿媽 a̍h m̄. In tih-beh 袂赴--ah.
Go with Mum ? 6-NO
Stefan 著急 boeh 共 hit-隻兔仔揣倒轉來,毋願 tòe 阿母做伙行。
這个時陣阿爸入來房間共阿母講 chín 車幫 tih-boeh 趕袂赴--ah.
In 若-boeh 行,著 koh 愛等後一幫火車。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[dad] Come on. You'll have to catch the 8:45, now.
阿母聽著,姑不而將放 Stefan 一个 tī 房間,ka-kī chòe 伊去。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
Stefan 看阿母孤單一个離開家門 ê 形影,永遠共這幕 khǹg tī 心肝底。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Stefan] So I held her up. 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
畫面懸闊比率,ùi 4:3 變轉來 16:9。
[Stefan] - Because of me she had to catch a later train. Because of me.
Stefan 對當初時 ê 選擇感覺真後悔,伊共 ka-kī 深深來責備,kúi-lo̍h 年了後,猶原無法度將這樣 ê 怨恨共放予袂記。Haynes 聽伊講心事講 soah, 緊來共安慰。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Haynes] Stefan, how old were you when this happened ?
[Haynes] - Five. You were five years old. And you couldn't have known.
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[Haynes] - Stefan. You couldn't have known.
十四冬前 Stefan kah Peter in 兩爸仔囝 mā sī 仝款 án-ne 坐 teh 膨椅頂懸看電視。
不而過當初時電視當中 teh 播送--ê, 是 in 阿母坐 ê 車幫去拄著敗馬 ê 新聞。
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[man on TV] The Emergency Services say the 8:45 train derailed at high speed outside Queenstown Road Station.
[man on TV] - As the death toll continues to rise,
transport police have opened an inquiry, but the cause is not yet clear.
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Stefan 囡仔時 hàng-leng hàng-leng ê 面去予電視 chhiō kah 光光光。
毋過阿母意外過往 ê 消息,soah 害伊袂輸好天罩烏雲。
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Peter 也有男性 ê 目屎,伊含 tī-leh kho͘ -kîⁿ, 對某囝 chiâⁿ 毋甘。 《Bandersnatch》(Netflix, 2018)
[Stefan] I fucking hate him for it.
Stefan 毋但怨恨 ka-kī 細漢時使性地無愛 tòe 阿母行,才會害阿母 iân-chhiân tio̍h 起行 ê 時間,坐起--lì 會敗-lián ê 車幫;伊嘛怨恨老爸共伊 ê 兔仔藏起來,害伊毋願出門去拖 tio̍h 老母 ê 跤步。
Tō chhan-chhiūⁿ tong-chhoe-sî Colin 講伊共《Bandersnatch》所有 ê 結局攏看過一擺;Haynes 先生 mā 向 Stefan 苦勸講,咱無法度由在 ka-kī 選 boeh 行 ê 路。無論 ùi 佗位去,boeh a̍h m̄--無,咱攏無才調重新選擇、用先見改變一切,kan-na 愛學 ē-hiáng 接受鞋仔底跤踏過 ê 路。
[Haynes] The past is immutable, Stefan. No matter how painful it is, we can't change things, we can't choose differently, with hindsight.
We'll have to learn to accept that.
[Haynes] Remember, any time you need me, just pick up the phone. You know the number.
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Haynes 愛 Stefan 謹記,kiàn-nā 伊 siūⁿ-boeh kah 先生見面,隨時攏通用「彼支電話號碼」敲來到診所相揣。Stefan tìm-thâu, 離開診斷 ê 房間,繼續 tàm 伊 ê khâm-khia̍t 之路,四界踅……。