I don't know what I am doing here. Everything is tired. lack of confidence. I am tired of this life, but I still need to move.
I may look normal and get better outside, but deep inside of me is withering.
我極度疲倦，我只想要辭職，但好像又要繼續撐下去，總是要拿個護照吧？睡多一點就好了吧？
目前男朋友沒什麼路用，都不覺得他是男朋友。只是覺得談分手也沒什麼必要。
雖然我可以說因為我皮質醇過低，造成疲倦不堪，已經吃藥一個禮拜，應該會慢慢好轉吧，但長期以來的疲倦好像怎麼樣都消除不掉。
被診斷為20年的躁鬱症，最近我和台灣醫生也開始覺得或許我不是躁鬱症？
