<div class=lexical__image center><div class=lexical__imageWrapper><img src=https://d2a6d2ofes041u.cloudfront.net/resize?norotation=true&quality=1&url=https%3A%2F%2Fimages.vocus.cc%2Ffde8ae06-db0b-49f9-a8a2-9d72007eda49-staging.jpg&width=550&sign=-HCzy2hfA4d3FK73LUbZHmgvms1NGjoZ1o5aoPKhUdg data-src=https://d2a6d2ofes041u.cloudfront.net/resize?norotation=true&quality=80&url=https%3A%2F%2Fimages.vocus.cc%2Ffde8ae06-db0b-49f9-a8a2-9d72007eda49-staging.jpg&width=550&sign=yuaryX7XGPQ2_Ke_NdJeCOqTrVLa4jrdFBUPVXUmkHs class=lazy data-original-src=https://images.vocus.cc/fde8ae06-db0b-49f9-a8a2-9d72007eda49-staging.jpg data-lowquality=true data-width=undefined data-height=undefined alt=raw-image></div><div></div></div><h2 class=lexical__h2><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>【傻的堅持,我知道的】</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>幼教前輩問我,開放教育這麼辛苦,為什麼還要做開放教育?</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>鄉下就是鄉下,再怎麼做還是這樣,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>或許就像牛牽到北京還是牛一樣。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>可能真的有道理。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>他還告訴我他看過的開放教育經營者都投降了......。</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>前輩見多視廣,真的很有道理。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>得知了我園裡的人數之後,不免心疼的說出,這樣怎麼生存?</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我似乎可以從天線的兩端感覺到那揪起的眉頭。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>心裡羨慕著前輩園裡頭的人數,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我想或許我做開放教育八輩子都難到達吧,呵呵!</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>再問著,這流浪專車的動機很好,但怎麼不把園搞好,再來做流浪募款呢?</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>一連串其實我有點語塞。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>但有一個感覺是很清楚的就是傻子唄!呵呵呵呵....。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>這似乎很符合邏輯。該做好一件事才能做下一件事沒錯。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>猶如我常跟員工訓練時說的話。「一次做一件事能量最大」。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>這下子好像打到自己嘴巴了。</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>但仔細一想,這邏輯像是對也不對。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>不過,這問題遲早會被問到,至少我的媽媽或許就會質疑,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>你自己都顧不好了,還去募款勒?</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>哈!前輩這是提前幫我演練罷了。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>在一問一答時,我有思考,只是面對前輩難免緊張。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>但我想著的是,我有把園搞好啊!</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我好好執行理念,堅持對的想法,我知道我做對的事。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>然後我也好好教育家長,他們都挺乖的,跟我一起學習;</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>當然各地來看蒲公英的模式與環境,還有從很遠的地方來上課的,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>都算是肯定吧!所以我有認真了。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>只是我好像很難對這質疑有比較好的解釋。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>所以只有傻笑說是的是的。似乎這是最好的回答了。</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>現在夜深人靜,我好好的想一想。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>有些事情本來就難解釋。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>就像魔女的媽媽會常常問說,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>怎麼這麼忙,也做了那麼多年,還是這麼辛苦?是不是沒希望啊!</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我心裡頭os想著的是,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>哎呀,我只知道從年輕就背著一千多萬的債務,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>走了十年還了一半,喘呼呼還沒陣亡,會辛苦很正常的呀!</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>但我充滿著希望的熱切,與實際不符倒是很難跟親愛的媽解釋個清楚明白。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>就像我無法在前輩面前侃侃而談,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>保有夢想與理想有多麼重要一樣。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>做開放教育更難讓老一輩理解,所以還是難解釋;</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>現在流浪專車若是讓親愛的媽知道了,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>這似乎還是難解釋了。XD。</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>這不是反骨,硬是要做邏輯難理解的事。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>但或許骨頭密度高,所以很硬,耐挫力高一定是真的。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>其實很簡單,我知道我想要什麼?</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>做教育要走進傳統才能收到學生,那我不要做了。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我愛藝術,音樂,它可以帶給我能量。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我想要流浪,所以我不想等到我老了。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我想要付出我能做的,因為那是我生為人的價值。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我知道宇宙的平衡,現在的好與不好,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>跟過去有關係,也跟未來有關係。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我信任宇宙法則,一切都只是個平衡。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我很有信心,知道終有一天我會把負債還完。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我知道開放教育之於蒲公英就是渾然天成。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>做對的事,就跟環保與自然一樣何須爭辯??</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我知道小魔女流浪專車是宇宙藉由一種方式來讓我傳遞愛,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>這些都很清楚,似乎該解釋的就是這些了。</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>其實真的辛苦嗎?從另一個層面來看,一點也不。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我覺得我幸福,我擁有我能給出的能力,吃得飽,有的住,足夠了。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>但不只如此,我在夢想的路上不斷的感受愛,這太足夠了。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>足夠到我似乎忘了我還在困難的過程中。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>有一天朋友line我,朋友說她失去方向,內心空盪無力,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>她夢到我,在夢裡求救喊我的名字。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我回她「 失去方向,沒關係再找就好;內心空蕩無力,知道就好。」</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>承認與接受自己的無力,休息或走出去,力氣會再回來。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>不嚴重,因為每個人都會有這種時後」</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>事業不夠順暢,孩子不夠乖,感覺不被愛....</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>或許每個人都有著那心底的痛。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我不唉叫著不代表我沒有遇到。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>而我只是比較習慣練習回到內在,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>保持希望,安靜的觀察著自己,等待著風雨過去而已。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我知道宇宙的精神法則,這只是平衡的過程而已,會過去的。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>朋友加油,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>前輩,別為我擔心。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>人可以創造自己的精采,就算是帶著負累,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>還是要精神奕奕的追尋,與創造自己的價值。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>小魔女流浪專車送出愛,簡單的小夢想,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>不用等到開放教育做到哪天成功,這沒準則也沒定律,</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>內在的開心很重要的。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>小魔女流浪專車,即將再出發囉!</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>希望哪一天送愛禮物旅行的路上,可以遇見願意為我加油的你。</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我會說一聲,「謝謝你,我愛你」。</span></h2><p class=lexical__paragraph><br></p><p class=lexical__paragraph><a href=http://photo.xuite.net/_pic/mylili4981189/19355264/1062794816.jpg/redir target=_blank><div class=lexical__image center><div class=lexical__imageWrapper><img src=https://d2a6d2ofes041u.cloudfront.net/resize?norotation=true&quality=1&url=https%3A%2F%2Fimages.vocus.cc%2Ff87d6474-1c4e-495d-93a5-ef204c404c92-staging.jpg&width=550&sign=DNrY-n3jcwS5tka8sWncNMo2cZhJ8ecw8H5Ve-LXgHE data-src=https://d2a6d2ofes041u.cloudfront.net/resize?norotation=true&quality=80&url=https%3A%2F%2Fimages.vocus.cc%2Ff87d6474-1c4e-495d-93a5-ef204c404c92-staging.jpg&width=550&sign=qWXupMeCtlzqyll3g1OGck5UHlf6kKfWP5VmzTQUkoY class=lazy 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