Alyson’s 4/09 Tarot：改變 Change (11-57)
問題：我4/08的未來日記主題
抽牌：改變 Change
清晨做了惡夢，不過醒來之後，忘了夢境，只記得那悶在胸口的鬱，那想要大吼的氣。
可，終究我什麼也沒有做。
應該不是成熟穩重的關係。
單純只是明白了，那畢竟只是沒有意義的夢，也就不花費心思去記得。
「死亡」主題下的「改變」，像是我們中文”置之死地而後生”的覺悟。
可能因明天開始就要整天上課，連週末週日也都被學習佔滿了時間，心裡頭早就明白今天是近幾個月最後的悠閒日。
這一天，並非如朋友們常做的把握最後一刻春宵那般的放縱。
我反而將該處理的生活瑣事一件一件的完成。
我今日的思考狀態，工作執行狀況直接反映了今日塔羅牌「改變」，且是從心，從腦袋的思維改變。
今日就像是在為明天開始的新路程做預熱，也像是為過去散漫做個較為完整的結尾。
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改變是為了往前走。
人生的千山萬水，
時代的變化萬遷，
在紅塵翻滾中存在的人們，就是得調整自己。
辦完事情後，回到家，想好好休息一場。
看著地上有著前兩天帶回來一大袋的蔬菜，
今日不處理，明天開始更沒有時間搞這弄那的，
認分吧！
趕快用好，爭取早點休息。
這心態就與昨日不同啦。
昨日總想著，不是還有明日嗎？
每一日都是擁有著永遠的明日。
而今天懂了。
雖然都是明日，可意義不同呀。
能任性胡鬧的日子中就已到盡頭。
於是我在今天買了一束香水百合送給了自己。
謝謝過去辛苦的自己。
謝謝現在願意調整改變的自己。
謝謝宇宙、造物主、老天、眾神明還有我可愛的爸媽，讓我有機會可以選擇，可以改變，讓我能夠成為與往昔不一樣的模樣。
攪拌著鍋，收著玩樂的心。
炒鏟著菜，收起散漫的意志。
今晚，得早睡。
今晚，希望能好睡。
明天，是延續今日舊習的新的一天。
明日，是開展新希望新路程的一天。
明兒個，很可能會是一番不適應和雜亂無章的一天。
Alyson's 4/09 Tarot: Change (11-57)
Question: My journal theme for 4/08
Card drawn: Change
This morning started with a nightmare, though upon waking up, the dream faded, leaving only the heaviness in my chest, the desire to scream held within.
Yet, ultimately, I did nothing.
It doesn't seem like a mature and stable response.
Simply put, I understood that it was just a meaningless dream, not worth dwelling upon.
"Change" under the theme of "Death" feels like the realization of the Chinese saying "out of the ashes, a phoenix shall rise".
Perhaps because tomorrow marks the beginning of a full day of classes, with even the weekends occupied by studies, I've long understood that today is the last leisurely day in months.
It wasn't a day to indulge like my friends often do on their last moments of freedom. Instead, I tackled each household chore one by one.
My mindset and productivity today directly reflect the Tarot card "Change," both from the heart and in terms of cognitive shift.
Today feels like a warm-up for the new journey starting tomorrow, and also a more complete conclusion to the past laxity.
Change is necessary to move forward.
In the vast expanse of life's ups and downs, amidst the ever-changing times, those who exist in the hustle and bustle must adapt.
After finishing my tasks, returning home, I wanted to rest properly.
Seeing the large bag of vegetables brought back a couple of days ago lying on the floor, I realized if I didn't deal with them today, I'd have no time tomorrow.
Let's get it done!
Quickly use them up and aim for an early rest. This attitude is different from yesterday.
Yesterday, I kept thinking, isn't there always tomorrow?
Each day holds the promise of eternity.
But today, I understood.
Even though it's always tomorrow, the significance varies.
The days of carefree revelry have come to an end.
So today, I bought myself a bouquet of perfumed lilies.
Thank you to my past self for enduring all the hardships.
Thank you to my present self for being willing to adjust and change.
Thank you to the universe, the Creator, the heavens, the divine, and my lovely parents, for giving me the opportunity to choose, to change, allowing me to become a different person than I was in the past.
Stirring the pot, taming the playful heart.
Stir-frying the vegetables, disciplining the scattered will.
Tonight, I must sleep early.
Tonight, I hope for a good rest.
Tomorrow, it's a new day continuing the old habits from today.
Tomorrow, it's a day to embark on new hopes and journeys.
The day after tomorrow, it might be a day of discomfort and chaos.
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