[Verse 1]
Drownin' in the Blue Nile在藍色尼羅河中淹沒
He sent me "Downtown Lights"I hadn't heard it in a while他給我發了《市中心之光》 我已經有一段時間沒聽到了
My boredom's bone-deep
我的無聊深入骨髓
This cage was once just fine
這個籠子曾經挺好的
Am I allowed to cry?
我可以哭嗎？
I dream of crackin' locks
我夢想著被解鎖
Throwin' my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks
把我的生命丟給狼或海岩
Crashin' into him tonight, he's a paradox
今晚撞到他身上，他是個自相矛盾的
I'm seeing visions
我看到了幻覺
Am I bad or mad or wise?我是壞人還是瘋子還是聰明人?
[Chorus]
What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
如果他只在我的大腿上寫了「我的」，那只是我的幻想嗎？
One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
一個失誤，重新掉入迷宮
Oh, what a way to die
哦，這是一種死法
I keep recalling things we never did
我不斷地回憶我們從未做過的事情
Messy top-lip kiss, how I long for our trysts
混亂的上唇之吻，我渴望著我們的約會
Without ever touchin' his skin
卻從未觸摸過他的皮膚
How can I be guilty as sin?
我怎麼可能有罪？
[Verse 2]
I keep these longings lockеd
我把這些渴望鎖在
In lowercase, inside a vault
小寫字母裡，放在一個金庫裡
Somеone told me, "There's no such thing as bad thoughts
有人告訴我，壞想法並不存在
Only your actions talk
只有你的行動會說話
These fatal fantasies
這些致命的幻想
Giving way to labored breath, takin' all of me使我喘不過氣，把我全都帶走
We've already done it in my head
我們在我的頭腦中已經做過了
If it's make-believe如果這只是虛構
Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?
為什麼它感覺像是我們將堅持的誓言？
[Chorus]
What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
如果他只在我的大腿上寫了「我的」，那只是我的幻想嗎？
One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
一個失誤，重新陷入迷宮
Oh, what a way to die
哦，這是一種死法
My bed sheets are ablaze
我的床單像燃燒一般
I've screamed his name
我呼喊著他的名字
Buildin' up like waves crashin' over my grave如同波浪撞擊著我的墳墓
Without ever touchin' his skin
卻從未觸摸過他的皮膚
How can I be guilty as sin?
我怎能像罪犯一樣有罪？
[Bridge]
What if I roll the stone away?
如果我移開石頭呢？
They're gonna crucify me anyway無論如何，他們都會釘死我
What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?
如果你擁抱我的方式實際上是神聖的呢？
If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me
如果長久的正當性是他們對我的要求
They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly
他們不知道你是如此地讓我深深著迷
I choose you and me religiously
我堅定地選擇了你和我
[Chorus]
What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
如果他只是在我的大腿上心裡寫下了「屬於我的」？
One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
一個失足，又掉進了迷宮
Oh, what a way to die哦，這是多麼糟糕的死法
I keep recalling things we never did
我不斷地回想著我們從未做過的事情
Messy top-lip kiss, how I long for our trysts
混亂的上唇之吻，我多麼渴望我們的約會
Without ever touchin' his skin
卻從未觸摸過他的皮膚
How can I be guilty as sin?
我怎能像罪犯一樣有罪？
[Outro]
He sent me "Downtown Lights"
他給我發了《市中心之光》
I hadn't heard it in a while我已經有一段時間沒聽到了
Am I allowed to cry?
我可以哭嗎？
