Letter Nine: Written from Far Away—Once in that Summer Night

更新於 發佈於 閱讀時間約 7 分鐘

Letter NineWritten from Far Away

My thoughts often wandered to you, before the day I said no.
And then, after that day—when I said no and cried like someone who had just lost something so very precious—my thoughts stayed with me.

It hurt. It still hurts.

And then I moved on with my life—a life you were never in, and never will be. The dreams I used to have about you finally faded. I don't remember when, but at some point, they simply stopped.

Maybe I still thought of you, here and there—like when I visited another city or traveled to a different country. A quiet thought would sometimes surface in the back of my mind: maybe I'd run into you around the corner, on a train, or at a coffee stand on some gloomy winter day.

But then, many things happened in my life, and I stopped imagining encounters like that. My hands were full, and I enjoyed every moment of it. I browsed through old photos on my computer, revisiting memories and the life I had built over the years.

Sometimes I'd frown at some distant news. And then came the pandemic.
I frowned again, as things began to fall apart, and I had to wear a face mask wherever I went. A small voice murmured at the back of my mind—worrying about something, or someone—but then it went quiet. I didn't dig deeper to find where that voice came from.
I focused on the people around me, on work, and on the life that mattered—the life I built with my own hands, with my youth.

I remember hearing a line in a movie:
You don't actually forget the past—you just stop remembering it.

I think that's true. Because one day, years after the pandemic—the strange, dreamlike three years—when people started traveling again, the memories of you, the ones I'd tucked away in a drawer in my mind, suddenly fell out of the cabinet.

And they made such a loud noise.

I remembered you again. I remembered our last conversation.

How are you now? Are you well?

Once those voices came into my head, they wouldn't leave. I tried to ignore them, but they kept filling my ears, my heart.

I tried to recall your email address. Then I opened a blank draft—no title, no message. I told myself I just wanted to see if it would bounce back. If it didn't, that meant the address was still valid. That meant... you were still there.

I typed the address.
My heart pounded so hard it hurt my chest. My hands trembled.

And then—I pressed send.

And days later, your reply appeared.



Note: This is a work of pure fiction. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

留言
avatar-img
留言分享你的想法!
Emma Tsai-avatar-img
2025/06/19
感覺是我也會做一樣的事...
avatar-img
開羅小日子
139會員
111內容數
埃及文化觀察與異國日常散文,穿插旅遊與時事,帶你發現這個混亂又迷人的國度背後的故事。
開羅小日子的其他內容
2025/06/06
This time, you were gone for so long. It felt like we'd never crossed paths at all. A lot happened during that time. I changed jobs, moved houses,
Thumbnail
2025/06/06
This time, you were gone for so long. It felt like we'd never crossed paths at all. A lot happened during that time. I changed jobs, moved houses,
Thumbnail
2025/06/06
When we first met, you asked if we'd ever meet again. I replied, "I'll see you in the dream." Just a gentle push-back. But maybe I shouldn't have.
Thumbnail
2025/06/06
When we first met, you asked if we'd ever meet again. I replied, "I'll see you in the dream." Just a gentle push-back. But maybe I shouldn't have.
Thumbnail
2025/05/30
It's said that parrots can feel love toward humans, just as any human would. Male parrots grow protective of their female owners...
Thumbnail
2025/05/30
It's said that parrots can feel love toward humans, just as any human would. Male parrots grow protective of their female owners...
Thumbnail
看更多
你可能也想看
Thumbnail
孩子寫功課時瞇眼?小心近視!這款喜光全光譜TIONE⁺光健康智慧檯燈,獲眼科院長推薦,網路好評不斷!全光譜LED、180cm大照明範圍、5段亮度及色溫調整、350度萬向旋轉,讓孩子學習更舒適、保護眼睛!
Thumbnail
孩子寫功課時瞇眼?小心近視!這款喜光全光譜TIONE⁺光健康智慧檯燈,獲眼科院長推薦,網路好評不斷!全光譜LED、180cm大照明範圍、5段亮度及色溫調整、350度萬向旋轉,讓孩子學習更舒適、保護眼睛!
Thumbnail
創作者營運專員/經理(Operations Specialist/Manager)將負責對平台成長及收入至關重要的 Partnership 夥伴創作者開發及營運。你將發揮對知識與內容變現、影響力變現的精準判斷力,找到你心中的潛力新星或有聲量的中大型創作者加入 vocus。
Thumbnail
創作者營運專員/經理(Operations Specialist/Manager)將負責對平台成長及收入至關重要的 Partnership 夥伴創作者開發及營運。你將發揮對知識與內容變現、影響力變現的精準判斷力,找到你心中的潛力新星或有聲量的中大型創作者加入 vocus。
Thumbnail
寫到這裡時,我就覺得自己還是愛你的,即使我仍擁有著一封似是而非的情書。
Thumbnail
寫到這裡時,我就覺得自己還是愛你的,即使我仍擁有著一封似是而非的情書。
Thumbnail
你會遺憾嗎?如果我們錯過。
Thumbnail
你會遺憾嗎?如果我們錯過。
Thumbnail
這首英文詩詞充滿了對過去的思念和後悔,融合了失去愛人的痛苦和對曾經幸福時光的嚮往。在詩中表達出對過去的渴望和後悔,對愛情的堅定和執著。 隔了一年半,終於我回來方格子寫文了~很開心我沒忘記也沒放棄。 Hope you guys like it!Thanks for watching!
Thumbnail
這首英文詩詞充滿了對過去的思念和後悔,融合了失去愛人的痛苦和對曾經幸福時光的嚮往。在詩中表達出對過去的渴望和後悔,對愛情的堅定和執著。 隔了一年半,終於我回來方格子寫文了~很開心我沒忘記也沒放棄。 Hope you guys like it!Thanks for watching!
Thumbnail
Just a gentle whisper, told me that you'd gone Leaving only memorie, where did we go wrong? I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
Thumbnail
Just a gentle whisper, told me that you'd gone Leaving only memorie, where did we go wrong? I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
Thumbnail
這是一個關於破碎的感情回憶故事,描述了一段曾經的感情經歷和往事回憶。通過這篇文章,作者分享了對過去感情的反思和成長。
Thumbnail
這是一個關於破碎的感情回憶故事,描述了一段曾經的感情經歷和往事回憶。通過這篇文章,作者分享了對過去感情的反思和成長。
Thumbnail
從最初的喜歡到最後的絕望,時光的改變和心情的起伏。
Thumbnail
從最初的喜歡到最後的絕望,時光的改變和心情的起伏。
Thumbnail
突然在某個畫面停格,瞬間時光倒轉,思緒被帶往回憶的某個場景,眼淚撲簌簌地從臉頰滑落,似乎內心被觸動了些什麼,卻在散場的時候踏著初來乍到的輕快腳步離去。 旁人問我:「剛剛想起了什麼?」我回答:「沒什麼,就是突然心頭一酸,現在又感覺雨過天青了。」 聽起來有些可笑,有時候情緒就是這麼一回事
Thumbnail
突然在某個畫面停格,瞬間時光倒轉,思緒被帶往回憶的某個場景,眼淚撲簌簌地從臉頰滑落,似乎內心被觸動了些什麼,卻在散場的時候踏著初來乍到的輕快腳步離去。 旁人問我:「剛剛想起了什麼?」我回答:「沒什麼,就是突然心頭一酸,現在又感覺雨過天青了。」 聽起來有些可笑,有時候情緒就是這麼一回事
Thumbnail
曾經難以理解的離別,在時間裡浮現原因。 為了什麼而生離而死別,也不能再追究了。
Thumbnail
曾經難以理解的離別,在時間裡浮現原因。 為了什麼而生離而死別,也不能再追究了。
Thumbnail
我記起 那天我們 胸膛貼胸膛 微風吹拂 太陽和海灘有著自己的節奏 我們什麼都不管 只知道 躺著的美好 久違......我以為 的放鬆 實際 違忘的 溫柔...... 違忘了你 所榮譽我的 光...... 不再誠實的哭泣 一再反覆的 迷茫 我 不再 敞開雙臂
Thumbnail
我記起 那天我們 胸膛貼胸膛 微風吹拂 太陽和海灘有著自己的節奏 我們什麼都不管 只知道 躺著的美好 久違......我以為 的放鬆 實際 違忘的 溫柔...... 違忘了你 所榮譽我的 光...... 不再誠實的哭泣 一再反覆的 迷茫 我 不再 敞開雙臂
Thumbnail
昨日的聚首 今日的離別 親愛的你 讓我含淚折下柳的思念殘影 今日的相見 明日的告別 握著一本淚了又溼的日記本 找不到三個字告白 親愛的你 內心的哭泣如落淚的花雨 哭了又響起如告別的星辰 失去存在的光芒 讓我含淚折下柳的思念殘影 試著在自畫像描畫一個溫柔的自己 我的心在等待
Thumbnail
昨日的聚首 今日的離別 親愛的你 讓我含淚折下柳的思念殘影 今日的相見 明日的告別 握著一本淚了又溼的日記本 找不到三個字告白 親愛的你 內心的哭泣如落淚的花雨 哭了又響起如告別的星辰 失去存在的光芒 讓我含淚折下柳的思念殘影 試著在自畫像描畫一個溫柔的自己 我的心在等待
追蹤感興趣的內容從 Google News 追蹤更多 vocus 的最新精選內容追蹤 Google News