Mad

05/24/2010

I am mad.

I lost mind & control.

It is a bad memory from long time ago.

Anyway, I do it again even I am 42 now.

Is it really good for him  about a easy life?

He will own his own future not for me.

I cannot see the kid to waste their life.

 I understand now

The discipline wins love for the kid.

I am too old to do this.

I know how to handle it when I was young.

At least I will not regret after I did.

His face is red now and I cannot face him and myself.

I am really really not a good dad.

My heart is bleeding