知識焦慮

Knowledge Anxiety

I want to talk about something that's been on my mind—my knowledge anxiety.

Hmm…

This is a bit of a tricky topic to discuss.

But honestly, I do feel anxious and worried about this sometimes.
What about you?
How do you deal with it?

Maybe we all want to seem impressive in our darling's eyes.
Or maybe it's just me trying to meet my darling's expectations and needs.

The other day

The other day, while chatting with my babe, I got criticized again.
It kind of hurt my self-esteem a bit (or maybe I'm just overthinking?).

Could this be the seven-year itch?
(But we've been together for more than seven years!)

"Perhaps, once a month?"

What?!

That's a big deal.
I can't accept that.
I'm still young, shouldn't we be doing it at least once a week?

Isn't there that saying—thirty you're like a wolf, forty you're like a tiger?

So, we should be two tigers, living happily and in harmony, right?

This is basic human need stuff.

I refuse to accept that.

My babe wants something new, something impressive.

I'm thinking…

This is a bit out of my comfort zone.

Something NEW

Should we do something like Xiaoyao and Alma, dressing up and going on fun dates to reignite the spark?

P.S. Xiaoyao is a tall, handsome woman who identifies as male (bi), and Alma is a cute guy (cross-dresses, straight).

skill?

Maybe I need to improve my skills...

Or is this a technique issue? If it's about technique, I might just have to look up some online courses. It's stressing me out. I really want to make 163 happy with my efforts.

Why are there so few online courses about this?

Experts, please start offering some!

I ended up buying this course, and after going through it, I do feel like I've improved a little.

知識焦慮

今天要和各位格友分享我的知識焦慮

恩......

這個主題有點難聊ㄟ

不過我的確是有這方面的擔憂和焦慮，不知道你有沒有？

你們的解決方案是什麼呢？

可能大家都希望自己在另一伴眼中是優秀的

也可能是我希望可以滿足伴侶的期待

滿足伴侶的需求

前幾天

我在和我家寶貝聊天的時候，又被嫌棄了

我覺得自尊心有點受損 (可能只是錯覺?)

也可能是七年之癢？

(可是我和我家寶貝在一起不只七年耶)

他說如果一個月改成一次

挖哩咧

這算是大事件

我絕對無法接受！

我還很年輕，應該要一個星期至少一次吧
人家不是說三十如狼、四十如虎嗎？

那我們應該算是兩隻老虎，應該是和和諧諧、開開心心才是
這應該算是人類的基本需求

絕對不接受死床

想要不同感覺

他想要新花樣

我想看看

這個好像有點超出我的知識範疇

是要像是小妖和Alma那樣變裝出去約個會找感覺嗎？

P.S. 小妖是高高的帥氣女，性別認同男(雙性戀)，Alma是可愛的男生(會女裝、異性戀)

增進技巧

還是技巧上的不行？

如果是技巧上，我上網搜尋個線上課程看有沒有ㄟ

好煩惱，希望自己的努力可以滿足對方吧

這方面的線上課程是不是有點少？

各位大師，快來開課！

我後來買的是這個，看完覺得有點進步

在輕功、和撩撥對方上面，好像比較能夠引起對方的欲望?

袁非的情慾撩撥術

最後

希望他會滿意吧！

我期待可以和我家寶貝 和和美美一起到老 ▼・ᴥ・▼