unknown times, the future

Difficult times,

Turbulent times

has passed, hopefully, as I assume

However, I don't want to admit the fact that I do not know, at all, everything that shapes the following days, how the future of mine will look like

Perhaps I've been through so many scratches in the past and left with irreversible abrasions and mars

And I don't dare to think, to encounter, again, the hardship

So I choose to not face it the way I used to before

Even change the mode of my lifestyle and my 'things' that must be done

To let me (convince myself) be more relaxed and soothe my rashness and ungainliness

But are my internal state of mind and mental status really assuaged as I supposed?

What is the name of the title of my next life chapter? ( "..."times? )