顛簸晃搖，原來都是自找？

May my turbulent times pass sooner

Even though I don't know, I'm not daring to know what would possibly happen, what I would feel, what I should feel in the near future if I really lose 'something'

I just want to catch something whose meaning or worth of having it is obscure and vague for me

I don't know the ultimate 'why' I have to reach these

But I just somehow possess the extremely strong eager and desire to get whatever I, at the moment, want, even though it is just some tiny little trifles

Really when I truly get that, or climb to the state that I 'want'

I don't feel anything expect for the momentary happiness of finally get it

I don't know what the goal is, or what I am going to do next

Perhaps I didn't even have a goal in mind starting this game, the 'dream' chasing game