<p class=lexical__paragraph><br></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>又下雨了</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph><br></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>什麼時候開始連休息都會感到害怕</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>好像不做點什麼就會被落下</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>不太敢玩遊戲</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>不太敢什麼都不做就靜靜的躺下</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>不太敢沒有理由的休假</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>不太敢被動</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>不太敢主動</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>不太敢要求</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>總覺得生活中美好的事情都是被施捨的</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>稍微做錯一點,這些美好就會被沒收</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>總找不到合理的藉口心安理得的收下這些幸福</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>小心翼翼,提心吊膽</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph><br></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>為什麼,怎麼了</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>變得敏感</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>對不起,很抱歉</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>變得卑微</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>知道了,沒問題</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>成為不能拒絕的人</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph><span> </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>是我不夠愛自己</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>還是我不夠愛這個世界</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span>無病呻吟</span></p>