<div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >第</span>12<span style=font-weight: bold; >啪:</span></div> <h2 class=draft-block draft--h2 name=header-4ipaf><span style=font-weight: bold; >突如其來!</span></h2> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >還記得那天</span>,<span style=font-weight: bold; >我躺在床上,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >剛起來還在賴床中,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >一通電話的到來,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >我的人類生涯被迫按下暫停鍵,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >就此整個生活完全失控⋯⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >如果所有的事件,不是整捆打過來的,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >而是一件件分別在不同的時間點發生,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >或許作為人類的我還能承受的住,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >但全都擠在一起,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >像蝴蝶效應似的拓散,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >一個拉著一個,一樁跟著一樁</span>,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >最後再整串一起大爆炸</span>!</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >一點喘息的空間也不留給我,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >讓我看清楚真相,要我面對⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >請問!為什麼不能給時間多一點時間,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >不要那麼急,別把所有的一切,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >就像炸彈的引信被點燃那樣</span>,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >快速的</span>、<span style=font-weight: bold; >不容許我反應的,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >直接就把我拖進地獄了</span>⋯</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >我真的還沒搞清楚,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >這些到底是什麼操作?!</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >還沒時間釐清</span>,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >不知道痛、不知道哭</span>,<span style=font-weight: bold; >等我緩過氣,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >就已經像具屍體躺在地獄裏了,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >而我的眼淚</span>💧<span style=font-weight: bold; >也就此沒停過了⋯</span></div> <h2 class=draft-block draft--h2 name=header-6ebca><span style=font-weight: bold; >䎭</span>,<span style=font-weight: bold; >人魚的眼淚是很珍貴的⋯</span></h2> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >老實說</span>⋯<span style=font-weight: bold; >第一時間,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >我根本搞不清楚到底是什麼狀況,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >就本能的、拼了命的想往上爬,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >但一直重複的,往上爬、掉下去,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >往上爬又掉下去,然後就上不來了,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >跟著我也不掙扎了,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >後知後覺的才知道痛,才知道要哭,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >然後就不停的哭,無時無刻的哭⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >整個人就這樣躺著一直哭,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >胸口像壓了塊大石頭一樣,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >當我覺得好像已經把它推開了,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >它就又壓上來了</span>⋯</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >一直那樣循環著</span>、<span style=font-weight: bold; >重重的壓著,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >直到我明白它不會離開了,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >就這樣帶著它,又繼續往上爬了⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >不知道爬了多久,真心覺得好累,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >終於⋯好不容易⋯我上來了⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >在看清楚一切所謂的真相之後⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >我直接躺平了⋯不想努力了⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >不再堅強了⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >這一把⋯我真的沒力氣了⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >想放棄了⋯又想砍掉重練了⋯⋯⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >這劇本到底是誰設定的!</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >媽的!出來!你給我出來!</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >我就想問問⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >為什麼就不能分開,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >讓我一件件慢慢的消化不行嗎?</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >一定要一次全倒給我,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >讓我整個無法承接</span>、<span style=font-weight: bold; >支離破碎嗎?!</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >哼⋯是說也沒差了,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >反正這把我是真的起不來了,</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >隨便了,通通無所謂了⋯⋯</span></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><span style=font-weight: bold; >請問⋯我還能是人魚</span>🧜♀️<span style=font-weight: bold; >嗎⋯還回的去嗎⋯</span></div> <div class=draft--imgNormal draft-block><div><div style=height:2048px class=image-block-prerender data-src=https://images.vocus.cc/7ef3b5f5-b5ae-4324-ada8-4e41794945e9.jpg data-width=2048 data-height=1351 data-position=center></div><figcaption class=imageCaption draft-block style=cursor:text;display:block></figcaption></div></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div>