《chaotic》為Tate McRae於2022年發行的單曲，Tate McRae最初在TikTok上預告這首歌，並引起拍攝對照歌詞(如下)的短片熱潮。
"You said it looks like I've been going through hell. How did you know, how could you tell?
(你說我看起來像是經歷過地獄/你怎麼知道的？你怎麼能看出來？)"
Tate McRae曾形容這是他寫過最私人的歌曲，且這首歌討論了他的恐懼。《chaotic》討論了成長的痛苦和恐懼，並被形容為一首憂鬱的歌曲，反思改變、成長、拋棄舊習慣和舊關係是多麽困難。
《chaotic》收錄於同年發行的專輯《I Used to Think I Could Fly》。Tate McRae - chaotic
[Verse 1]
I have this paralyzing fear that I’ll maybe go nowhere
我有種令人麻痺的恐懼，擔心著我可能一是無成
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
但上帝禁止我承認我會恐懼
And I can’t stand my friends right now we got nothing in common
而且我無法忍受和朋友們沒有共通點
But being lonely’s worse than just having friends that don’t care
比起擁有不關心的朋友，孤獨更糟糕
[Pre-Chorus]
You said it looks like I’ve been going through hell
你說我看起來像是經歷過地獄
How did you know? How could you tell?
你怎麼知道的？你怎麼能看出來？
Ask me to explain myself,
讓我自己去解釋
Well…
恩...
[Chorus]
I’m trying my best here to be brutally honest
我正盡力試著做到令人殘酷的誠實
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
沒人告訴過我改變這麼累
A foot on the break ‘cause it’s been making me carsick
腳踩在煞車上，因為我一直感到暈車
How could you blame me?
你怎麼能怪我？
Growing up is chaotic
成長就是這麼混亂
[Verse 2]
Don’t wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
雖然不想說出口但我真的很想他
Might seem stupid but I still look through all our texts
雖然可能很笨拙但我仍然會翻看我們的訊息
Who knew wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
誰知道想要一個人可以讓我這麼絕望
I don’t think that I’ll do that again
我不覺得我會再這樣做了
[Pre-Chorus]
You said it looks like I’ve been going through hell
你說我看起來像是經歷過地獄
How did you know? How could you tell?
你怎麼知道的？你怎麼能看出來？
Ask me to explain myself
讓我自己去解釋
Well…
恩...
[Chorus]
I’m trying my best here to be brutally honest
我正盡力試著做到令人殘酷的誠實
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
沒人告訴過我改變這麼累
A foot on the break ‘cause it’s been making me carsick
腳踩在煞車上，因為我一直感到暈車
How could you blame me?
你怎麼能怪我？
Growing up is chaotic
成長就是這麼混亂
[Bridge]
And maybe I’m just blowing all this shit up in my head
或許我只是任由這些爛事佔據我的腦袋
But I can’t help it
但我克制不了去想
No, I can’t help it
對，我沒辦法克制
Fooling myself thinking I’ll never love again
自欺人人地認為我不會再愛上別人
‘Cause damn I felt it
但該死的，我感受到了
I really felt it
我真的感受到了
And maybe I’m just blowing all this shit up in my head
可能我只是任由這些爛事佔領我的腦袋
But I can’t help it
但我沒辦法控制自己不去想
No, I can’t help it
對，我沒辦法控制
Spending too much time on things I know that I’ll forget
我知道我花太多時間在這些我會忘記的事上了
But damn I felt it…
但該死的，我就是沒辦法...
[Outro]
I’m trying my best here to be brutally honest
我正盡力試著做到令人殘酷的誠實
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
沒人告訴過我改變這麼累
A foot on the break ‘cause it’s been making me carsick
腳踩在煞車上，因為我一直感到暈車
How could you blame me?
你怎麼能怪我？
Copyright Notice:
Original lyrics and music by Tate McRae. All rights reserved. Translation by Miso.45. Translation for personal use only. Lyrics repost requires permission.
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原歌詞和音樂由 Tate McRae 擁有所有權利。翻譯由 Miso.45 提供。翻譯僅供個人使用。歌詞搬運須經同意並註明譯者及原處。
