I don't wanna be Normal! I Never Want to Be!
She shouted loud deep inside her heart. She has lived in an ordinary life for too long. That long enough to forget about how great could she be in many ways.
She always believes that the better life will come. Honestly, it never visit her. Sadly, life can beat you down in a thousand different ways. There's no way to run, you have to face it. Let the waves wash your sins, your soul, all the sour and sweet away. Until it brings you to a paradise. No one will judge you there, include yourself. Each person you meet is nice and kind. What a world! But where can she find it? Probably in her fantasy.
I know that what I have chosen makes the shape I have right now. Look at me, a human being keeps complaining how the world does to me, how I did to myself.
They said, move on, step into the sunshine, we will find how life is beautiful than we used to see. Guess what? I prefer to stay in the darkness, that is my comfort zone! Thank goodness! I finally say it! I am not OK, even I am smiling. But no need to worry about me, I got my shrink. Together, we will figure it out.
*For people (also myself), who got stuck in the daily routine, and born to be Extraordinary.
