[Verse 1]
The thought of who I thought you were, it makes me sick我心中的你，那個我認為的你，讓我感到作嘔I'm feeling like I lost a limb
我感覺就像失去了一條肢體
A piece of me is gone and I don't think I'll reattach it
我失去了一部分自己，我不認為我能重新連接它
Not to be dramatic
不要誇大其詞
But nothing hurts like that shit
但沒有什麼比這更痛了
It's hard to wrap my head around
很難理解
The fact that you've been making me look bad
你竟然一直讓我難堪
Playing the victim like it wasn't you who fucked up what we had
扮演受害者，好像不是你搞砸了我們所擁有的一切
And lit the match like it was nothing
點燃了火柴，好像這一切都不重要
Left me feeling gutted
讓我感到內心空虛
Didn't see it coming
沒有預料到
[Pre-Chorus]
Now my thoughts are pouring out
現在我的思緒湧上心頭
Wondering what you talked about
想知道你們在晚上在你家談論了什麼
Late at night back at your house
Did you really think I wouldn't have found out?
你真的以為我不會發現嗎？
[Chorus]
What does she give you that I couldn't?
她能給你什麼，我不能給你的？
If you'd asked me, well, I would've
如果你問我，我會告訴你的
Hope it's weighing on your consciеnce
希望這讓你內心感到不安
Might be brutal, but it's honest
可能很殘酷，但這是真誠的
What doеs she know that I didn't?
她知道什麼，我不知道的？
Could've told me, but you hid it
本來可以告訴我，但你隱瞞了
Hope your stomach's feeling nauseous
希望你的胃感到作嘔
Might be brutal, but it's honest
可能很殘酷，但這是真誠的
[Verse 2]
There's no consolation for the person
沒有對於那個人的安慰
Who just takes all of the burdens
他只是承擔了所有的負擔
Thinking it would stop the hurting
以為這樣就能止住痛苦
But it only ever worsens
但只會讓情況變得更糟
The codependent version
這是我確定的共依賴的版本
That I know for certain
Now you call me screaming, laughing, screaming, crying
On the floor, you say you're dying
It's delusional, it's all on you for lying
這是妄想，全部都是你的謊言
Yeah, it's all on you for lying
是的，全部都是你的謊言
[Chorus]
What does she give you that I couldn't?
她能給你什麼，我不能給你的？
If you'd asked me, well, I would've
如果你問我，我會告訴你的
Hope it's weighing on your conscience
希望這讓你內心感到不安
Might be brutal, but it's honest
可能很殘酷，但這是真誠的
What does she know that I didn't?
她知道什麼，我不知道的？
Could've told me, but you hid it
本來可以告訴我，但你隱瞞了
Hope your stomach's feeling nauseous
希望你的胃感到作嘔
Might be brutal, but it's honest
可能很殘酷，但這是真誠的
[Bridge]
Now my thoughts are pouring out
現在我的思緒湧上心頭
So I'm saying them out loud
所以我把它們說出來
Was it worth it? Are you proud?
值得嗎？你驕傲嗎？
Did you really think that I'd forgive you now?
你真的以為我現在會原諒你嗎？
[Chorus]
What does she give you that I couldn't?
她能給你什麼，我不能給你的？
If you'd asked me, well, I would've
如果你問我，我會告訴你的
Hope it's weighing on your conscience
希望這讓你內心感到不安
Might be brutal, but it's honest
可能很殘酷，但這是真誠的
What does she know that I didn't?
她知道什麼，我不知道的？
Could've told me, but you hid it
本來可以告訴我，但你隱瞞了
Hope your stomach's feeling nauseous
希望你的胃感到作嘔
Might be brutal, but it's honest
可能很殘酷，但這是真誠的