You can only start as a projector if you live like one. Being a projector is not a strategy to get from here to there… It’s just the way of letting go of the homogenised chasing, chasing, chasing, other than “you have no other choice because that’s the way things are…” After all we live in an energy-beings 7 centered world.
If you are a projector, you are a spiritual hero… and you may have tremendous patience and you may never be acknowledged by these beings around you… This is something that makes you bitter. But be happy that YOU can recognise their limitation to imagine that beings like projectors exist…
All I can recommend is, when you had enough… Pull out! You need to have a place where you can lock the door behind you. If you can get that far for a projector, that’s a good start! And further… play with your cognition, the tones, that’s what you can do with your projectorness… Don’t blame yourself. Enjoy your capacity to recognise in others and wait to be invited to talk about it. You wait to be asked.
Pull out, retreat…
To be free of the addiction of the conditioning and the not-self strategies…
Satisfaction and frustration in a certain degree is well known to everyone… But success is NOT known to anyone. We don’t know success… We only know success that is quantifiable, we don’t know it as an expression of quality of life. We don’t really know what true quality of life is. We measure quality of life in “how much, what can you afford, buy…” life is not something you can buy… Appreciation of life demands to be educated. To be able to see things for what they are. It demands a great deal of education. Projectors that are not given that chance, they suffer. To give up all this childish dreaming of becoming someone who you are not. And start to see the nature of life and the nature of the world and the nature of human. And in that find relief from the psychological pressure that comes from thinking “there’s something wrong with me!” Because if you are a projector, you have difficulties in matching the standards of normality that are part of “what do we do!”
What do we do… as humans… Projectors are non-energy types. That’s the place where the true journey starts. I don’t think anybody can take one breath, take one step until they have deconditioned for 7 years, from this deep, deep attachment to define themselves as an energy type, through manifesting.
To have the freedom as projectors, to be able to say “Not now!” wow! That’s success! And you know, and you’re not going to lose anything… Not going to miss anything…