If you don’t start from the core of what you are, you’re always going to be in the not-self game, and never get out. One of the things about the knowledge that I’ve seen over these couple of decades now that I’ve been doing this, unless you take a radical approach, you never get a radical result. If the approach is, “Gee that’s interesting, and I’ll try this. It’s nice to know this piece of information.” Human Design can be very informative. It gives you insights into fundamental things.
But it doesn’t mean that just because you know what this is that you’re going to live your life as yourself. It doesn’t mean being interested in this information means that you’re going to wake up and be aware. It doesn’t mean any of that. It’s just another thing, after all. It’s like all things.
It’s really about grasping that if you’re going to really live the Projector’s life, you have to see that there is an enormous conditioning history that you have to step away from. And it’s not about cutting yourself off from those people that are in your life, been in your life, any of those things. It’s about seeing that if you actually become a Projector, you will have your own filtering system that will ultimately filter out what is not correct for you.
But if you don’t surrender to being a Projector, you never get to be a Projector. Of course, the trap is that you’ve got all these beings that you’re dependent on, and all the conditioning that has come from that. And there you are, in the middle of your processes with whatever, bills, mortgages, this and that, the economy, concerns about jobs, it goes on and on, and you can see what happens to all the Projectors, they just get caught in repeating the same patterns over and over again.
You’re not going to be able to see what an invitation is if you’re busy manifesting most of the time, because even the invitations that come your way get distorted because you’re not correct in the way in which you deal with them.
And you’re not being seen. Human Design is about differentiation. Every single human being has the potential to be unique. That uniqueness that you carry is inherent your Design on the surface, what’s there in your BodyGraph, the Gates and the Channels. These are the aspects that make up this uniqueness that’s part of what you’re here to be recognized for. You’re not here to be recognized for some abstract. You’re here to be recognized for precisely what you are.
It’s only when you’re getting that recognition are you going to get the invitations and you’re going to see that the invitations are always there. These are not random events. They’re always there. It’s about awareness. You either see them or you don’t see them.