<div class=draft-block draft--p left>日子就是這樣奇妙,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>命運的轉折就這樣由高俯低得下滑了 ...。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>週五晚上跟朋友吃火鍋,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>週六跟朋友相會相聚聊天,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>吃了午餐,吃了下午茶,吃了晚餐。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>走進我從來沒有去過得巷弄間,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>一陣陣大風席捲而來,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>我還在笑鬧著。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>隔天早上,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>就病倒了,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>倒得一蹋糊塗,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>倒得昏天暗地,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>倒得上吐下瀉。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>這一年來,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>我還是沒有把自己照顧好嗎?</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>怎,又倒了。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>朋友說,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>他覺得那是因為我對工作無奈地壓抑,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>我內吞多了久了,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>看似風平浪靜,可終究身體還是會爆發。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>這話我看得起了冷顫 .... ,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>其實,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>長大的成熟,是忍耐與壓抑,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>因不好再發脾氣或發表言論,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>只好所有情緒往內吞,往內壓。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>成熟的懂事,是偽裝與閉嘴,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>因知道再說也只是對牛彈琴,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>只好放低要求與標準免得罪人。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>這樣看來,我確實沒有照顧好自己。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>我終究為了五斗米,折彎的不只是腰桿子而已,</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left>還有我本引以為傲的蒼芎之心胸。</div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><a href=https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/%E8%A6%AA%E8%A6%AA%E6%A3%AE%E6%A3%AE?__eep__=6&__tn__=*NK*F target=_blank class=draft--a>#親親森森</a></div> <div class=draft-block draft--p left><a href=https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/alysonlee?__eep__=6&__tn__=*NK*F target=_blank class=draft--a>#AlysonLee</a></div>