何がほしいのがわからないけれど...

Though I will graduate from NTU next June,

I still don't understand what I want and what I should do and then.

I've not known what I'm interesting in,

and there seems to be just few time to get through and to seek out.

The only thing I'm supposed to do in next June perhaps is to find a job,

and find my interests out in the same time.

I want to not go to school for a short time,

Because I feel so confused what I want to learn.

I major in LIS in university,

but, in fact, I choose this scope to study just for my entrance exam grade,

not for my interest. I've said that so many times.

Even though LIS is no so bad, and it might be good to me.

Anyway,

I won't take entrance exam for graduate schools.

In fact, I've ever thought about majoring in economic.

However, I think I'm in the mist.

If I don't take time to seek what I really desire,

I will be confused with meaning of life and goal what I'm supposed to chase.

Maybe,

I should not find a job immediately when I graduate.

Job may occupy my time and make me so exhausted that I'll get more frustrated.

Everyone else may think that it's easy for NTU graduated students to find a well-pay job.

However,

except to graduate from NTU, which has been cosiderded as the best university in Taiwan,

I am nothing.

I should learn a lot of things.

I want to be good at some talents in art,

and need to practice my language talent.

I want to travel around the world to open my mind.

I won't stay in one scope for my lifetime.

I want my life to be varied.

Maybe some time in my life is to be a office lady, but in other time,

I can be a writer, or join some performing group.

However,

I still understand what I want,

and it's no so urgent fo find.

I still don't know a lot.

All I have to do is to learn a lot of thing.

Except talents,

I need to learn How to be a succeed human being,

how to get along with other one,

how to be high EQ,

and how to be open-minded.