2024 0905 機會：感知者 Sensor
調養休息了七千多個日子，從原本積極的改變，到享受無所事事的美好，再到提不起勁的生活內容，是又到了該改變的時候了。
為何提不起勁？
不是沒有事情忙碌，而是常在忙碌完後，原本心中的茫然，沒有隨著執行完一件件的計畫而消失，反而茫然的思緒更為嚴重許多。
於是轉念思考，既然茫然，那就再踏入紅塵人群中吧。
就這樣起心動念了，幾天後，突然收到過去一位主管的訊息，有個機會問我有沒有興趣。
我心中一想，這吸引力法則也太猛烈了吧。
思考幾天後，我拒絕了。
我到底在幹什麼？
不是想回歸職場嗎？為何又拒絕？
機會送上門不把握，難道要自己去撞牆，還未必有比較好，這樣才甘願嗎？
可，有的時候，人類會感到痛苦就是理智與期望中間搖擺不定。現實的考量是其一，不想就此輕易放棄是其二，身體心理狀況還未調整好是其三。
於是我又持續沉浸在沒有變化，沒有思緒，沒有進度的歲月陰溝中。突然，那個決定的時間點降臨了。雖然沒有石破天驚的閃電還是打雷，可就在那一瞬間決定，好，把握機會。
今天的面談結束。回來想冷靜一下，於是抽張塔羅牌，請宇宙來個消息吧。
【感知者 Sensor】關於這個機會的塔羅牌。
有意思，這是要如何來讀牌呢？
這張牌是權杖子牌，討論權杖牌就會需要回歸抽牌人的內心。所以這是否是機會，是挑戰，是命運，端看我怎麼認為，怎麼思考。
在這個機會裡，我應該會有非常多的體驗與感觸，也會藉由這樣的機會而有不同的改變與成長。
是可期待的。
2024-09-05 Opportunity: Seer
After more than seven thousand days of recuperation and rest, from initially striving for change, to enjoying the beauty of doing nothing, and finally to a life lacking enthusiasm, it seems that the time for change has come again.
Why the lack of enthusiasm? It’s not because there’s nothing to do, but because the original sense of confusion hasn’t disappeared after completing one plan after another. On the contrary, the feeling of being lost has become even more severe.
So, I had a change of mind. Since I felt lost, why not step back into the hustle and bustle of the world? Just as I had this thought, a few days later, I suddenly received a message from a former supervisor about an opportunity, asking if I was interested. I thought to myself, the Law of Attraction works so strongly! After thinking about it for a few days, I declined.
What am I doing? Didn’t I want to return to the workforce? Why did I refuse again? A chance knocks on the door, and I don’t seize it. Do I have to run into a wall, with no guarantee of a better outcome, to be satisfied?
However, sometimes people suffer from wavering between reason and expectation. One reason is practical considerations, another is the reluctance to give up easily, and the third is that my physical and mental state is not yet adjusted.
So, I continued to immerse myself in a stagnant, thoughtless, and unprogressive period of time. Suddenly, the moment of decision arrived. Although there was no earth-shattering lightning or thunder, in that instant, I decided to seize the opportunity.
Today’s interview is over. I came back to calm down, so I drew a Tarot card, asking the universe for a message.
[The Seer] regarding this opportunity. Interesting, how should this card be interpreted? This card is the Page of Wands, and discussing the Wands cards often requires returning to the drawer's inner self. So whether this is an opportunity, a challenge, or destiny depends on how I perceive it and how I think about it. In this opportunity, I should expect to have many experiences and feelings, and through this opportunity, I will undergo different changes and growth. It is something to look forward to.
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