21-07-01 小孩子才做選擇，我全都要！

軟體📝#procreate

::: 關於選擇

最近很喜歡的#NETFLIX#韓劇《#羽球少年團》裡，主角父母在一次比賽後討論起孩子的興趣轉移時，得到結論：「不是不喜歡棒球了，只是現在更喜歡羽球！」雖然不是多特別的句子，卻很打動我。

忽然想到最愛韓劇《#市政廳》裡開頭的獨白「我們的人生裡面會有多少次陷入不得已的政治局面，愛爸爸還是愛媽媽?泡菜鍋還是味噌鍋?」雖然不選擇的話「棄權不是中立，是緘默的同調」，但......「(選擇)對我來說實在太難了」。

我時常陷入選擇障礙，即便是興趣領域。要選擇看漫畫還是看韓劇、要選擇讀小說和是看電影，慢慢地才漸漸領悟，也可以選擇「不去選擇」。我都喜歡，所以我全都要啊！

當然，提到選擇，不可不提《#猜火車》

Choose life.

Choose a job.

Choose a career.

Choose a family, Choose a fu*king big television,，

Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players,and electrical tin openers.

Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance.

Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments.

Choose a starter home.

Choose your friends.

Choose leisure wear and matching luggage.

Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fu*king fabrics.

Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning.

Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fu*king junk food into your mouth.Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fu*ked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself.

Choose your future.

Choose life.

But who would I want to do a thing like that?

I choose not to choose life: I choose something else.

And the reasons? There are no reasons.