「婐這麼香又這麼可愛為什麼哭泣？」
終於，淚眼汪汪的小菓收起紅眼珠周遭的水蒸氣，對自己說。

——為什麼又香又可愛的我，必須要這麼難受呢？


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<div class="draft-block draft--p left">終於，淚眼汪汪的小菓收起紅眼珠周遭的水蒸氣，對自己說。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">然後眼淚不爭氣地掉下來，背棄小菓。</div>
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「婐這麼香又這麼可愛為什麼哭泣？」

是了，婐這麼香又這麼可愛為什麼要哭泣。

終於，淚眼汪汪的小菓收起紅眼珠周遭的水蒸氣，對自己說。

然後眼淚不爭氣地掉下來，背棄小菓。

——為什麼又香又可愛的我，必須要這麼難受呢？

Provided to YouTube by Universal Music Group Shinunoga E-Wa · Fujii Kaze HELP EVER HURT NEVER ℗ A UNIVERSAL SIGMA / HEHN RECORDS release; ℗ 2020 UNIVERSAL MUSIC LLC Released on: 2020-05-20 Associated Performer, Recording Arranger, Producer: Yaffle Associated Performer, Vocals, Piano: Fujii Kaze Studio Personnel, Mix Engineer: Masahito Komori Studio Personnel, Recording Engineer: Yoshimasa Wakui Composer Lyricist: Fujii Kaze Auto-generated by YouTube.

Shinunoga E-Wa

婐這麼香又這麼可愛為什麼要哭泣

我想了很久，究竟應該從哪裡開始說起？最近一次想死的時候嗎？或是，最印象深刻的惡夢、失眠一年的感想、無法痊癒可能發作的潛在威脅；還是，我根本不認識自己以及「帶著『病』的自己」的，這個事實。

這是我人生第一次吃哈根達斯

<div class="draft-block draft--p left">「婐這麼香又這麼可愛為什麼哭泣？」</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">是了，婐這麼香又這麼可愛為什麼要哭泣。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">終於，淚眼汪汪的小菓收起紅眼珠周遭的水蒸氣，對自己說。</div>
<div class="draft-block draft--p left">然後眼淚不爭氣地掉下來，背棄小菓。</div>
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2017年，我走進學校諮商室，同年3月，我踏入醫院住院病棟；bipolar disoder「雙極性疾患」，也就是普通群眾指涉訕笑情緒陰晴不定的人群的「躁鬱症」，正式附身於我，成為我生命中必須承受之重。

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Shinunoga E-Wa · Fujii Kaze

HELP EVER HURT NEVER

℗ A UNIVERSAL SIGMA / HEHN RECORDS release; ℗ 2020 UNIVERSAL MUSIC LLC

Released on: 2020-05-20

Associated  Performer, Recording  Arranger, Producer: Yaffle
Associated  Performer, Vocals, Piano: Fujii Kaze
Studio  Personnel, Mix  Engineer: Masahito Komori
Studio  Personnel, Recording  Engineer: Yoshimasa Wakui
Composer  Lyricist: Fujii Kaze

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