<p class=lexical__paragraph><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>對一些事情我能夠不在乎..</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>是becoming...而非一開始就能夠不在乎..</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>願意做但不見得非有不可的..</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>以及並不是那麼想做但能夠做得很好的..</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>其實朋友自認為為我好而當中人</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>但我不需要</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>因為除非當事人有機會敞開來談話</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>否則光勸慰是無效的</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>但他們都有善意</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>兩個想當好人的朋友</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>都對我做過這樣的事</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>其實我喜歡面對面敞開來談話</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我喜歡面對衝突</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>一旦我隱忍一段時間之後 </span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>到某個點我就是個fighter</span><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我很驚訝自己的戰鬥力</span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>可是我不能太衝動(因為敏感而引起不當反應)</span><br><br><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;> </span><br><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;> </span></p>