Difficult times,
Turbulent timeshas passed, hopefully, as I assume
However, I don't want to admit the fact that I do not know, at all, everything that shapes the following days, how the future of mine will look like
Perhaps I've been through so many scratches in the past and left with irreversible abrasions and mars
And I don't dare to think, to encounter, again, the hardship
So I choose to not face it the way I used to before
Even change the mode of my lifestyle and my 'things' that must be done
To let me (convince myself) be more relaxed and soothe my rashness and ungainliness
But are my internal state of mind and mental status really assuaged as I supposed?
What is the name of the title of my next life chapter? ( "..."times? )
