I'm on an overcrowded train
我在台過度擁擠的火車上
Fighting an overcrowded brain and all these bags under my eyes hold up my compromise
與我過度擁塞的大腦打架,眼下沉重的眼袋撐住我不妥協
Maybe I should bail on everything, anything
或許我應該拋下所有事、任何事
Did you not learn anything in school?Could have played by the rules could be happy in a different way
你在學校時什麼都沒學到嗎?可以跟著規則走,也能快樂地走個不一樣的路
Struggling with the London rent
我正與倫敦的房租掙扎著
They said it would be hard now I know what they meantI lose sleep, head stuck in the cereal bowl but I'm here for the music, I know
他們說過這會很艱難,現在我知道他們說的「失眠」的意思了,頭像被個早餐穀片碗卡住一樣,但是我待在這是為了音樂,我知道。
Distracted!
有夠焦慮!
Can I say what I mean, can I mean what I say why can't I figure out how I feel when I wake up everyday
我能說說我的意思嗎?我能搞清楚我說的嗎?為何無法每天早上起床時就搞清楚我的感受?
Facing everything with the same old logic
以同樣的舊邏輯面對每件事
Overanalysing everything is tragic
過度分析每一件事是很悲哀的
And maybe some things they will never make sense so I tackle it all, but I'm not making a dent
或許有些事永遠沒道理可言,我應付這一切,但沒什麼效果。
And I think my brain is breaking
然後我感覺我的大腦正在支離破碎
And it's just myself I've been blaming it's frustrating I just wanna know why
這就是我,我已充滿自責,這很令人煩躁,我只是想知道為什麼
And I know no good will come of it
但我知道沒好事會發生的
I wish that I could just be done with it but I'm sinking I just wanna know why I'm overthinking
我希望我可以做個了斷,但我仍然在沉淪,我只是想要知道為何我總是想太多?
I'm an outcast, to be left behind
我是個被拋棄的人,被丟下了
I'm an extrovert with an anxious mind there's a danger that I'm gonna pour my heart out to a total stranger in a bar
我是個外向的人卻有著焦慮的內心,這很危險,我將會在酒吧對一個完全的陌生人傾吐一切。
And they're not gonna wanna hear
然後他們根本不想聽
No, they're just there to sip their beer not hear about problems to solve God this girl's so self-involved
不,他們只是來這喝他們的啤酒,不是來這解決難題的。天啊,這女孩有夠自私。
I play it out my head
我在腦中演練這情節
I'm trying to make good choices I hear voices they can't pick one side help!
我正試著做出好的選擇,我耳聞他們無法偏袒地選擇幫助某一方。
I look so stupid sitting there tongue-tied
我看起來超笨的,坐在那舌頭打結
Meltdown! All I can hear
我能聽到的一切都讓我崩潰!
Is code red, code red! Got a problem in the control centre in my own head
是紅色警戒!紅色警戒!我腦袋的控制中心出了問題
Facing the world with the same old logic
以同樣的舊邏輯面對這世界
Overanalyzing everything is tragic
過度分析每一件事是很悲哀的
And maybe some things they will never make sense so I tackle it all, but I'm not making a dent
或許有些事永遠沒道理可言,我應付這一切,但沒什麼效果。
And I think my brain is breaking
然後我感覺我的大腦正在支離破碎
And it's just myself I've been blaming It's frustratingI just wanna know why
這就是我,我已充滿自責,這很令人煩躁,我只是想知道為什麼
And I know no good will come of it
但我知道沒好事會發生的
I wish that I could just be done with itBut I'm sinkingI just wanna know why I'm overthinking
我希望我可以做個了斷,但我仍然在沉淪,我只是想要知道為何我總是想太多?
I just wanna know why
我只是想知道為什麼