How can you expect to live a deep spiritual life unless you are willing to make an effort to do something about it? You cannot live on other souls’ experiences, glories and triumphs, on other souls’ oneness with Me. It is something you have to seek and find for yourself. Start right now doing your own thinking and standing on your own feet, and cease leaning on anyone else. When a person has been on crutches for some time unless they are willing to throw aside those crutches and make the effort to walk without them, they will go through life depending on them and lose the use of their legs altogether. That is why it is vitally important for you to stand on your own feet spiritually and receive your inspiration from within and not from without. Each one will receive it in a different way. There is no set pattern. Find out your way and start living it now.