<p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>看來 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>我真的沒有回頭路了 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>在踏入、沉進並浸潤而全身濕淋 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>又投入了真實的心力、精神、時間</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>入至我不想去又不得不的領域之內 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>遲早會愈陷愈深 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>沒有抽離「脫逃」的機會 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>好似同時也沒有脫離的充分理由</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>隨著身上肩負的壓力(說壓力有點負面、不情願,說是責任較為妥適) 愈趨增強 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>對該事物的陷入感就愈深 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>因為自己已經全然的投入在其中 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>如果欲全身而退 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>恐怕須犧牲一些自我的無論是自己的身外之物 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>還是自我內心深處的本質產物、附屬品 </span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>這番處境 於我而言</span></p><p class=lexical__paragraph dir=ltr><span style=white-space: pre-wrap;>都且為深重、身重的擔荷</span></p>